The life you choose is the right choice if it's what you wanted.  You can't choose the life your mother wanted for you as you would probably be very resentful.  I understand the feelings you are going through.  I am 69 and never married either.  I always wondered if I would have been happier, but then I think I'm not sad with my choice, I'm very content.  You made the right choice for you.
Btw, if you could put the ingredients of what you are fixing for your meals on the screen I would love it.  I'd like to see what kinds of foods and ingredients you use.

You're not a failure. You have a beautiful home, a creative outlet making videos where thousands of ppl watch you! You have friends that love you!  Thats a rich life imo!

I enjoy your calm and comforting videos. We live worlds apart- I am from South Africa, but I can relate to you. I think we all think of the road we didn't take, especially in midlife. I married very young, and I have two children, both living their own lives. My husband passed away three years ago, and the new road I am on as a widow is starting to feel less bumpy. Although I miss him very much, I love the quiet life I live on my own. My mother passed away four years ago, and I never knew if she approved of my choices. I tell my children often that all I want for them is happiness, and that they can never disappoint me.

I choose a different life then my parents wanted for me. I have a wonderful family. I'm also a quilter and bag maker.  That brings me so much joy. My husband supports my dreams. I'm older then you. You are never too old to pursue your dreams. Easier for you because you don't have family obligations. NEVER put yourself down. You are an awesome, beautiful lady🌺

Hello from the USA. Your channel gives me hope. I’m in my mid-30s, childless, and in an unhappy marriage that I cannot leave because I’m not financially independent and am disabled by ASD. Sometimes it feels like I’m running out of time as a woman, if that makes sense, yet at the same time it feels like the “standard” life society expects from women was never meant for me.

When I watch your life on this channel, it seems calm and peaceful. Your honesty about your life and your inner struggles comforts me. It reminds me that I’m not alone.

Sometimes I wish I had been born in Japan so I could live quietly in a rural place like you do now. From where I’m standing, Japan seems like one of the few places left in the world that still feels healthy and sane.

Thank you again for sharing such an intimate look into your life. Many of us truly appreciate it. I hope you will continue sharing your experiences and stories with us.

これからもお話や日々のことを聞けるのを楽しみにしています。どうかお身体を大切にしてください。

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Thank you, Maya - I love your quiet life videos! I appreciate the skill that goes into the recording and editing, and how you show the real life and how you share your thoughts. It was great to see the day trip to Okayama, too! I think you have chosen the right path.

I did not choose the life path my mother wanted either, and I am still single. Like you, sometimes I wonder if I would have found fulfillment in the life she wanted for me. I hope that if one day love finds me, it will love the genuine person I am. I like your videos because they are real life.

"Life is a constant process of choosing what to keep and what to let go" - an insightful observation, by a person of a reflective temperament. With a clear mind and equilibrium of thought, Maya seems very much in control of her life, and well inclined to deal with its vicissitudes. I wish her happiness, and the fulfillment she is seeking.

Personally, I think she would be proud of you. It's difficult in todays world for a family to get by much less a single person . I wish you well from the U.S.

Something I truly appreciate about Sammie’s channel, beyond her strong faith, is how genuine she is. Wishing you all a blessed Sunday!

Your house is so clean and organised.  The fried rice looked delish despite the rice balls falling apart.🌻🌻🌻

You have peace, quiet and calmness in your beautiful home. Much to enjoy! 😊

You are definitely not a failure. In fact you are self-made, and you stand on your own two feet.

You have a great work philosophy and take so much pride in yourself, and in everything you do!

To me and others loosely looking at the detail of your life on YouTube - you are an overwhelming success and I respectfully salute you!!

It was brave of you to follow your own heart.

I adore you Maya, as does everyone else!

Our path in life is never completely in our control so I think it’s healthy to do the best we can with what is offered to us .There are also so many people that wanted one thing but once they got it it wasn’t what they expected.

Your English is faultless. I've just discovered your channel and I love it. You are so delicate and lovely in all you do. It's a pleasure to share some glimpses into your life. You are not a failure. You are special. Best wishes from England.❤

My bff has been a family counselor since 1990. She said, "Don't compare yourself to other people." I did exactly what my mother said- don't marry, have a career instead. My mother never wanted to marry my father (an alcoholic) or have a child. I worked my whole life and retired early. I have enough money to live on comfortably. But, also, I never met a good man, so I have no regrets. ✌✌

Your video is well put together and elegant. I wish you could have had the peach parfait. I miss my peach tree that died. I have a giant cherry tree instead. At 67, it has taken me a good while to see my cup as half full instead of half empty. We have those regrets in our past, but with a second glimpse, you can see the many wonderful moments too.

Many people don't choose to be alone, it just happens for many reasons.. your area looks beautiful even with the rain, you have friends and help others..

Money is difficult sometimes, the lack of it.. but you can survive quite well on very little.. it just takes time to adjust to it.. and working out what works best and what doesn't, like you did with your car...there is no transportation or taxi in the small town l live in, so I need my car for getting around.

Enjoy living every day and be happy for it.. keep smiling and never let your mind get you down..