i’m just a kid
erick
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@user-ml8hj5ox4k 4 years ago
Is it just me or whenever you feel sad you feel like you're not actually sad and you're just seeking attention? :,)
@idkman219 2 years ago
The fact that almost everyone here finds it more comfortable to vent to strangers rather than parents or therapists just shows how scared we are to talk about it because we feel like we will get made fun of, just me?.
@Noaccherelmao 2 years ago (edited)
Does your parents ever say "Don't say sorry your just gonna do it again" even though you have to accept EVERY single one of there apologies? It's tiring and frustrating to me..
@Astrémeizyy 4 years ago
Room: I'll close the door so people won't see you crying
Mirror: don't worry I know your true self
Shower: I won't Make fun of your voice
Pillows: It's okay I'll be here when you cry
Teddys: I don't care if you hate me you can hug me when you're sad
Light: I'll make it dark so you can sleep
TV: I hope I calm you down while watching videos
Mind: I'm great at keeping secrets
Songs: I'll distract you while You thinking something that makes you sad
Blanket: Hug me if you're sad
Food: Eat! Eat! Stop starving yourself
Fan: I hope you'll be okay I am here always so you won't feel hot
AND THEN PEOPLE SAYS< NO ONE CARES ABOUT US~
🖤LOVE YOURSELF 🖤
Mirror: don't worry I know your true self
Shower: I won't Make fun of your voice
Pillows: It's okay I'll be here when you cry
Teddys: I don't care if you hate me you can hug me when you're sad
Light: I'll make it dark so you can sleep
TV: I hope I calm you down while watching videos
Mind: I'm great at keeping secrets
Songs: I'll distract you while You thinking something that makes you sad
Blanket: Hug me if you're sad
Food: Eat! Eat! Stop starving yourself
Fan: I hope you'll be okay I am here always so you won't feel hot
AND THEN PEOPLE SAYS< NO ONE CARES ABOUT US~
🖤LOVE YOURSELF 🖤
@Hana_Sae 2 years ago
Weird how YouTubers can comfort me and make me feel better than my own parents and friends
@sheesha855 3 years ago
as kids we used to pretend to cry. But now we pretend to feel good and smile..
@Pepper506 2 years ago
Unforgettable
Your image like a photograph ingrained
Your eyes, like a novel I want to read
A forest of questions to explore
What lurks beneath them, shall perhaps remain mystery
Like little beams of light they dart around
Like raindrops unsure where to fall
It was by chance that you would look at me
A raindrop would land and startle me
Like a summer storm I fell
To run out, jump into the open air
To swim to an island ashore
To share a dance with you
It was a vivid dream, then
It was but a dream
I looked away
But did not forget
Your smile,
A childish grin
So subtle, and foolish, and carefully sly
I’m watching like a quiet lake, so still
My reflection of you, is fading ever so
Into little ripples of the lake
I looked away
But did not forget
Your voice,
When I heard it first
It wasn’t vast like the ocean
Nor was it like the sky or clouds
Not like the sun, or the trees, or their roots below
Not like thunder or lightning, not even rain
But rather, like a treasure hidden in the sand
Its rhyme, its rhythm, lost in my brain
Still I remember when it called my name
Each grain would fall
Slipping through my fingers, before my eyes
I longed to hold it my hands
But I looked away
Still I did not forget
Your laugh,
It was like the rain at night
It pitter-pattered, rumbled and echoed as it fell
I watched and listened through a window, a sheet of glass
A barrier, a wall, I dare not cross
Like a child and its bedtime story,
I was drawn to the sound of it
And never would I have enough
But I looked away
And still, I did not forget
Your hands,
They were distant planets foreign to me
I watched them, through but a telescope, wistfully
If only I could reach out, if so I was willing
To somehow venture through the void
But the void, it grew only more as time and space led on
And soon, I knew, you would be gone
So I looked away
But could not forget
Your shoulders,
Not bulky, not broad, not epic, nor monumental
Nor lean to be exact
But strong, and lightly tan
Like an architect’s design
Like a smooth clay figurine
I glanced upon your physique, your frame
But only for a moment, a secret glimpse
Then I looked away
But did not forget
Your hair,
Sometimes hidden beneath your hood
Sometimes messy and unkempt, disorderly and disheveled
Always fell perfectly around your eyes
Framed you, beautifully, charmingly
Like a work of art, calling out on display,
That stood out from all the rest
I loved all your colors and depth
And when I looked away
I did not forget
Your kindness,
It wasn’t anything extraordinary or strange
Nor was it the least fake or false
It was quiet, sweet
Like hot chocolate, filled with a rising, gentle steam
It came when least expected,
Like a tiny flower, perhaps a wild one, that grew between the cracks
It was cautious, almost awkward, but it was lovely
And like a flower myself I bloomed, like a star I beamed
My heartbeat quickened, rushed by butterflies
My mind raced with thoughts and jumbled with words
And all I said was the very least, though I longed to say much more
Perhaps, again, it wasn’t much you did
But with it, you stole my heart
You were the only one
And all I did was look away
Though, never forget
You were at last, a beautiful sunset, so surreal
An experience to have again and again, new to me everytime
Underneath it all, I longed for your ray of warmth and security
I could never step into the light, no matter how I tried
I was glued to silence, held down by gravity
And like that,
Gone all too soon,
Your glow fell beneath the earth,
Your colors faded into the sea,
But still, an image I can recall
You were unforgettable.
Your image like a photograph ingrained
Your eyes, like a novel I want to read
A forest of questions to explore
What lurks beneath them, shall perhaps remain mystery
Like little beams of light they dart around
Like raindrops unsure where to fall
It was by chance that you would look at me
A raindrop would land and startle me
Like a summer storm I fell
To run out, jump into the open air
To swim to an island ashore
To share a dance with you
It was a vivid dream, then
It was but a dream
I looked away
But did not forget
Your smile,
A childish grin
So subtle, and foolish, and carefully sly
I’m watching like a quiet lake, so still
My reflection of you, is fading ever so
Into little ripples of the lake
I looked away
But did not forget
Your voice,
When I heard it first
It wasn’t vast like the ocean
Nor was it like the sky or clouds
Not like the sun, or the trees, or their roots below
Not like thunder or lightning, not even rain
But rather, like a treasure hidden in the sand
Its rhyme, its rhythm, lost in my brain
Still I remember when it called my name
Each grain would fall
Slipping through my fingers, before my eyes
I longed to hold it my hands
But I looked away
Still I did not forget
Your laugh,
It was like the rain at night
It pitter-pattered, rumbled and echoed as it fell
I watched and listened through a window, a sheet of glass
A barrier, a wall, I dare not cross
Like a child and its bedtime story,
I was drawn to the sound of it
And never would I have enough
But I looked away
And still, I did not forget
Your hands,
They were distant planets foreign to me
I watched them, through but a telescope, wistfully
If only I could reach out, if so I was willing
To somehow venture through the void
But the void, it grew only more as time and space led on
And soon, I knew, you would be gone
So I looked away
But could not forget
Your shoulders,
Not bulky, not broad, not epic, nor monumental
Nor lean to be exact
But strong, and lightly tan
Like an architect’s design
Like a smooth clay figurine
I glanced upon your physique, your frame
But only for a moment, a secret glimpse
Then I looked away
But did not forget
Your hair,
Sometimes hidden beneath your hood
Sometimes messy and unkempt, disorderly and disheveled
Always fell perfectly around your eyes
Framed you, beautifully, charmingly
Like a work of art, calling out on display,
That stood out from all the rest
I loved all your colors and depth
And when I looked away
I did not forget
Your kindness,
It wasn’t anything extraordinary or strange
Nor was it the least fake or false
It was quiet, sweet
Like hot chocolate, filled with a rising, gentle steam
It came when least expected,
Like a tiny flower, perhaps a wild one, that grew between the cracks
It was cautious, almost awkward, but it was lovely
And like a flower myself I bloomed, like a star I beamed
My heartbeat quickened, rushed by butterflies
My mind raced with thoughts and jumbled with words
And all I said was the very least, though I longed to say much more
Perhaps, again, it wasn’t much you did
But with it, you stole my heart
You were the only one
And all I did was look away
Though, never forget
You were at last, a beautiful sunset, so surreal
An experience to have again and again, new to me everytime
Underneath it all, I longed for your ray of warmth and security
I could never step into the light, no matter how I tried
I was glued to silence, held down by gravity
And like that,
Gone all too soon,
Your glow fell beneath the earth,
Your colors faded into the sea,
But still, an image I can recall
You were unforgettable.
@Alyxwx 3 years ago
It's really a nice feeling to read the comments and see how strangers actually cared about us, more than our parents
@Natashaswifey 3 years ago
To anyone reading this:
I’m so fucking proud of you, you have made it so far and have not given up, I love you so much I would be so sad if you left, I care about you so much and there are so many people that care about you. Think about the amazing things that will come out of life and the amazing things that you will not be able to have if you leave, graduating, movie nights, friends, family, food, dating, having kids, listening to your favorite song, watch your favorite tv show, sports. (etc.) So please, please don’t give up! I am so proud of you! I know it may be hard to see but things WILL get better!! You have come so far, please remember to take care of yourself, try to eat and drink smt even it’s a little bit. I BELIVE IN YOU!!! :):) Much love - a random stranger <3
I’m so fucking proud of you, you have made it so far and have not given up, I love you so much I would be so sad if you left, I care about you so much and there are so many people that care about you. Think about the amazing things that will come out of life and the amazing things that you will not be able to have if you leave, graduating, movie nights, friends, family, food, dating, having kids, listening to your favorite song, watch your favorite tv show, sports. (etc.) So please, please don’t give up! I am so proud of you! I know it may be hard to see but things WILL get better!! You have come so far, please remember to take care of yourself, try to eat and drink smt even it’s a little bit. I BELIVE IN YOU!!! :):) Much love - a random stranger <3
@ainsleysnyder9969 4 years ago
I hate how my parents won’t ever understand why I listen to music like this and why I call it my “get away” music when it’s sad or depressing. Music like this makes me feel emotions that I have to suppress because no one will care and just call me an emotional cry baby. It really is my get away
@T3xtix 2 years ago
They didnt notice you were crying
They didn't notice you were sad
They didn’t notice you were tired
They didn’t notice you were alone
They didn’t notice how attentive you were
They didn’t notice how sweet you actually are...
They didn’t notice how you actually try to make others smile
They did notice you failing grades
They did notice your unattractive
They did notice the mean side of you
They did notice all your mistakes
They did notice all you flaws
They did notice that you weren’t good enough for them.
But you stayed strong
You kept going on
You never gave up on hope
You never let then take you down
And you know they wasn’t good enough for you
And that’s what make you stronger.
They didn't notice you were sad
They didn’t notice you were tired
They didn’t notice you were alone
They didn’t notice how attentive you were
They didn’t notice how sweet you actually are...
They didn’t notice how you actually try to make others smile
They did notice you failing grades
They did notice your unattractive
They did notice the mean side of you
They did notice all your mistakes
They did notice all you flaws
They did notice that you weren’t good enough for them.
But you stayed strong
You kept going on
You never gave up on hope
You never let then take you down
And you know they wasn’t good enough for you
And that’s what make you stronger.
@simpsuperintenseminecraftp9218 4 years ago
I love the beginning where is said "I hope you are doing good :)"
and "your loved by me" it made me feel appreciated by someone.
and "your loved by me" it made me feel appreciated by someone.
@Toalofawithfam 2 years ago
“Being equal isnt always fair.”
“The sun has to shine because it has no other choice. The moon has to shine at night because it has no choice so get to work.”
“Crying doesnt mean your weak, it just means you’ve been strong too long.”
“Dont cry because it ended, Smile because it happened.”
“If everyone had the chance to erase their mistakes from the past, they wouldnt be who they are today.”
“Love those around you because you might never see them
“The sun has to shine because it has no other choice. The moon has to shine at night because it has no choice so get to work.”
“Crying doesnt mean your weak, it just means you’ve been strong too long.”
“Dont cry because it ended, Smile because it happened.”
“If everyone had the chance to erase their mistakes from the past, they wouldnt be who they are today.”
“Love those around you because you might never see them
@-Fizzy 4 years ago
I love playlists like this. My parents will never understand why I listen to this type of music. Im not a "depressed pre-teen" I just understand this music. It makes me feel im not alone,
Not alone in sadness, not alone in feeling to younge for this. I also love reading the comments. You see so many people that are similar to you, that understand you. And some different but you still understand the feeling.
Not alone in sadness, not alone in feeling to younge for this. I also love reading the comments. You see so many people that are similar to you, that understand you. And some different but you still understand the feeling.
@isawesomed8186 2 years ago
People look at me and see my maturity. They see a responsible person who can always be relied on to take care of herself. They see an intelligent, helpful, cheery young woman. They don't see my tears.
My mother once told me that my laugh sounded like a creepy cackle. I was six, I think? Now, she tells me that she loves my laugh. Does she know that I only ever changed it for her? She wants me to confide in her. She tells me she wants to know everything about my life. Does she know that she's missing everything about /me/?
I have no time to cry. I am busy with connections and fun and schoolwork and I steal the hours of 'therapy' that I can to cry and listen to things like this.
I'm full of anger and grief and loneliness and I love my mother but sometimes I hate how she acts and I know that she is my 'biggest fan' or whatever she says and she is a good mother and I just 'need to be nice' and 'need to be sweet' and I just want her to realize that I AM. Is that too much to ask?
I'm snarky. I'm spiteful, sometimes. I yell at cardboard boxes when they won't collapse and find spiders adorable. I like to give people nicknames and I like to listen to music and wake up at 4am for alone time.
I wish she would see me. I wish I wouldn't have to make her see. I'm done trying to make her see.
So why do I still want to cry?
My mother once told me that my laugh sounded like a creepy cackle. I was six, I think? Now, she tells me that she loves my laugh. Does she know that I only ever changed it for her? She wants me to confide in her. She tells me she wants to know everything about my life. Does she know that she's missing everything about /me/?
I have no time to cry. I am busy with connections and fun and schoolwork and I steal the hours of 'therapy' that I can to cry and listen to things like this.
I'm full of anger and grief and loneliness and I love my mother but sometimes I hate how she acts and I know that she is my 'biggest fan' or whatever she says and she is a good mother and I just 'need to be nice' and 'need to be sweet' and I just want her to realize that I AM. Is that too much to ask?
I'm snarky. I'm spiteful, sometimes. I yell at cardboard boxes when they won't collapse and find spiders adorable. I like to give people nicknames and I like to listen to music and wake up at 4am for alone time.
I wish she would see me. I wish I wouldn't have to make her see. I'm done trying to make her see.
So why do I still want to cry?
@Hitkendlofi 4 years ago
In case no one told you today. You're beautiful. You're loved. You're needed. You're alive for a reason. You're stronger than you think. You're gonna get through this. I'm glad you're alive. And don't ever give up!
@potatoeless 3 years ago
sending virtual hugs to everyone who is having a rough day<3 yall can do it hang in there a lil longer..
@st4rry.nights 4 years ago (edited)
Reminders for sleep :D
DONT FORGET TO!!
~ Plug in devices that need to be charged.
~ Have a shower/change clothes (if you can)
~ Brush your teeth (if you can)
~ Put in your retainer (if you need to)
~ Take medication (if you need to)
~ Set/check alarms
~ Check/lock all doors
~ Check/turn off all lights (if need be)
~ Go to the bathroom
~ Feed/check Pets (if you need to)
~ Say goodnight/call love ones
~ Get stuffed animals (if you need to)
QOUTE :)
~ Those who matter, don’t mind. Those who mind, don’t matter.
(So only care about the people who really matter to you. Don’t take the opinion of people who you don’t care about.)
I Love you random person reading this <3, Goodnight/Good afternoon/Good morning.
~ Sam <3
EDIT ( a year later. )
Hey guys. I hope everyone is doing great , im happy if you all are. I hope life is going good and remember . Life isnt going to be easy but after some time , you will be happy.
Dont end your life.
Wish yall a nice life before i disapear for years again. Toodles!
~ Your now one and only Catze . >:3
DONT FORGET TO!!
~ Plug in devices that need to be charged.
~ Have a shower/change clothes (if you can)
~ Brush your teeth (if you can)
~ Put in your retainer (if you need to)
~ Take medication (if you need to)
~ Set/check alarms
~ Check/lock all doors
~ Check/turn off all lights (if need be)
~ Go to the bathroom
~ Feed/check Pets (if you need to)
~ Say goodnight/call love ones
~ Get stuffed animals (if you need to)
QOUTE :)
~ Those who matter, don’t mind. Those who mind, don’t matter.
(So only care about the people who really matter to you. Don’t take the opinion of people who you don’t care about.)
I Love you random person reading this <3, Goodnight/Good afternoon/Good morning.
~ Sam <3
EDIT ( a year later. )
Hey guys. I hope everyone is doing great , im happy if you all are. I hope life is going good and remember . Life isnt going to be easy but after some time , you will be happy.
Dont end your life.
Wish yall a nice life before i disapear for years again. Toodles!
~ Your now one and only Catze . >:3
i’m just a kid
erick
5,555,029 views
i don’t post anymore
if u like this playlist — https://open.spotify.com/user/31t7mcu...
02:55 - Notion, The rare ocasions
06:10 - Treehouse, Alex G
08:48 - I Can't Handle Change, Roar
12:06 - Jealous, Eyedress
14:09 - Kids, Current Joys
18:27 - Where'd All The Time Go, Dr. Dog
22:19 - Nostalgia, Surf Curse
24:45 - Devil Town, Cavetown
27:43 - Freaks, Surf Curse
30:05 - Ykwim?, Yot club
33:33 - Dark Red, Steve Lacy
36:22 - Young, Vacations