I don’t think I’ll like/reply to all the comments on this one (right away at least) cause the vent ones are just going to make me more upset than I already am and I don’t feel like doing that rn 🧍🏻 sorry sorry <333
Edit: i gave you guys timestamps this time so you guys dont have to waste time doing them cause im lazy :,)
Edit 2 : incase youre wondering what the text says above the person it says
“ will I ever be able to do anything right?”

Somehow your playlists enter my feed at either the best or worst times💀 but in a good way. Keep up the awesome playlists! (What I mean for worst times is when I'm reading a sad novel or sad comic and youtube suggests your playlists which make whatever media 10x sadder😭😭.)

that moment when all these songs remind you of them. they moved on but you never felt secured in how it all ended.

Here's some poetry I wrote:

The moon
It watches
An unblinking eye
Sometimes it hides
Ashamed of what we do
Sometimes it can’t bear
To hold us in its gaze
Because we are judged
We are imperfect
We are human
But the moon does not
See that
The moon sees
What it wants to see
Sometimes it doesn’t bother
To even show up
In the hopes that
When it returns
Things will improve
But they never do
They never will
This isn’t about
The moon

this is for the people who fall in love with literally everyone they make an emotional connection with.
one-sided love stories, with the other side only using you to their own advantage.
i'm too pretty to be used by toxic men.

Hey read my message if you're sad or upset (and feel free to vent if you want ofc)

I'm proud of you for waking up
I'm proud of you for brushing your hair
I'm proud of you for breathing
I'm proud of you for making your bed
I'm proud of you for eating
I'm proud of you for trying to eat
I'm proud of you for drinking water
I'm proud of you for being here
I'm proud of you for being you
I'm proud of you for smiling
I'm proud of you for continuing uneven when things get difficult for you
I'm proud of you for standing up
I'm proud of you for blinking
I'm proud of you for getting out of your bed after spending the whole day in bed
I'm proud of you for standing up
I'm proud of you for brushing your teeth
I'm proud of you for sitting down
I'm proud of you for defending yourself
I'm proud of you for believing in yourself
I'm proud of you for simply trying
I'm proud of you for being alive
I'm proud of you for going to school or work
I'm proud of you for not ending it all yet and having hope there will be a better day or a better tomorrow


I'M PROUD OF YOU ♥️😊♥️
By: Father C./Me
Hey if you got this far in the message I just wanted to let you know that I'm thankful and this made you smile ☺️

I miss worshipping someone who loves me back

sigh
first breakup

I tried. I really fucking tried so hard. she ended things with me. left me. why cant I just have someone to love? why cant I just be loved....

This couldn't have come at a better time, I love all your playlists- dumb little vent incoming

When the person you wanted to spend your life with, who gave you a reason to carry on, leaves to be with their childhood friend because you're not strong enough for the long distance and you're incapable of controlling your emotions- am I unfixable? I can't make it alone •́  ‿ ,•̀

TW: vent, sewer slide mentions, self hsrm mentions, eating disorder mentions. :)
Edit: I'm okay now!



my significant other and I live in different countries, and it sucks, we have an 8hr difference, it's really hard to talk to them. sometimes, when I'm alone with my thoughts, sat in the floor in the middle of the night, I just think about being with them, cuddling, watching films, walks, random bursts of energy, kissing them. it's hard really hard, I feel so bad about feeling like this, I'm so lucky to have them, yet I'm complaining about it? I feel so shit about it. they were the one who helped me during my hardest times, when I wanted to kill myself, they were the only one there, they've helped me to stop self harming, they helped me when I was starving myself, they've helped me with coming out to my friends, I love them so much. thank you for being there for me. <3

My whole family is fake. Once I turn eighteen I’m done with them

I don't feel like venting, so I just want to wish all of you well, even if times are hard, keep trying to hold on <3

Bro every time there’s a Wilbur Soot song, my depression disappears until it’s over

Damn I’m early to one of these for once lmaooo
All jokes aside this hit close to home ngl-
(Slight vent + story bc I can)




I had this girlfriend, we got together in 6th grade and she said she had had a huge crush on me since year 4
At first I didn’t like her back but I said yes to dating her, I accidentally fell in love with her. She was my everything, everything I did was related to her. We were a closest lesbian couple in a catholic school. Not fun. We never even got to kiss once, there was just awkward hugs, lovey dovey text messages, and drawings we did for each other that we snuck to each other at lunch. We went into year 7, new school. New year, we celebrated Valentine’s Day together. The more I fell in love the more it seemed she fell out. In may I think it was? She sent me an email saying I treated her more like a friend then a partner and that we should try other people. She said she still liked me just not as much as before. I told her we could try again in year 8 if she wanted, she agreed. It’s been 3 years, we never tried again. And I’m still not over her. I can’t bring myself to get into a romantic relationship because I can’t mentally handle it and I feel like I’m cheating even tho she’s moved on and had other relationships, and has had other crushes. I don’t ‘love’ her anymore I just. Miss her. So much. We’re still friends by the way. She doesn’t bring it up and neither do I. She’s changed so much and I still haven’t moved on. It’s stupid.

seeing Wilbur in these playlist videos makes me so happy

VENTTT😍😍😍🙏









I  swore that I wouldn’t come back to playlists that reminded me of them but here I am. It hurts so damn much that we can’t talk anymore. I wish I could’ve explained it to them and be on good terms but I abandoned them without explanation and it really hurts. I don’t know how they’ve been and what hurts most is that they’re blaming themselves for all the mess I did. I don’t deserve them. I wish I could genuinely wish from the bottom of my heart that they find happiness and comfort in other person but that thought simply destroys me. I want to be that person so bad. I can’t let go of them. Sometime I check up on them and they seem to be moving on but what if it’s all a lie?? Should I let go for their sake or keep hoping their love for me is still there.... intact ;-; (this is making me feel worse but whatever ig😸)

I broke up with him because i was scared to hurt him because of my mental unstibility that makes me behave toxic. im scared he will find someone better. i dont want him to find someone new. im sorry.

Immediately clicked to this as soon as I saw the title, haha!

sorry for venting but uh, i couldn't talk to anyone.
the girl who i actually fell inlove with, well- she actually just broke up with me. what a wonderful introduction to 2022.
i gave her so many appreciation, motivation, i would always spend time to her, praying that she'll always be alright, not get sick and stuff. she never acted like she loved me, she just said words to me blankly.

i only wanted someone to love, someone that'll be right beside me.
but now that "someone" is gone.
now we barely talk.

now, i'm always scared to interact with them, cause it hurts me alot whenever i talk to them, remembering that memory when they said they fell inlove with another person.

i was promised that 2022 will be a good time, but nevermind.

I love your playlists! Please don't stop.

i have a lot of friends and people i can talk to but i feel lonely anyway. i feel like im making a problem out of nothing but the feeling wont stop