hey guys. I want to tell u all that I made it! Im still alive!

You only know Its bad when you cant explain what is wrong anymore.

Anyone else feeling even worse during exam week?

I dont know if anyone cares but i cleaned my room today :) and im 4 days clean tonight! Im proud of myself

Does anyone else just feel sad? Like you’re in that deep pit that no one else can pull you out of? For like no reason?

Hey.


What’s your name?

Woah, that’s such a pretty name, it fits you.



Me?

My name isn’t important.



How are you?

Is life hitting you again?

That’s alright.

Let it all out.


I’m here for you.



Whatever you’re going through.

Just know, I’m proud of you.


You’re doing great, love.



Your smile is adorable, did you know that?

Yes, it is.


It’s alright to feel tired.


It’s alright to feel hopeless.


It’s alright.




I’m here.

I’m always here.

Forever and ever.



I’m proud of you.


I don’t care what grades you have.

I don’t care how you look.

I don’t care who you are.

Where you are.

Why you’re here.



We all have reasons.

We all have a story to tell.



Your chapter isn’t done, love.


Yet the book is closed.


What happened?


You don’t need to tell me.


I know it’s hard.


I’ll be with you.


And once you’re able to open that book again, let me know.


I’ll throw you a surprise party!


What’s your favorite cake?


I’m not very good at baking, but for you, I’m willing to try.



Chocolate?

Simple but delightful.

Leaves a bittersweet taste in your mouth.

It reminds me of someone.



Hehe, anyways.

I leave this book in your capable hands.

No requirements.

I just want you to write your feelings down.


Maybe, a story will be born.



Take this too.

🫂💗

I love you. <3

edit: i dont wanna be that person but, this is the first comment ive ever made that blew up.

I'm 2 years clean if anyone cares!!♥♥

You know its getting bad when you can no longer cry just tear up a little and feel a lump in your throat but no tears are ever shead

They didn't notice  when i cry
They didn't notice  when i broke down
They didn't notice when i die inside
They dindt notice when im sad
They didn't notixe when i wanted help
They didn't notice when i loved them
They didn't notice when im tired
They only notice when my sadness turns into ANGRY

"If i die, dont come to my grave, dont sit there crying for hours and saying i  love you, because that's what i ever wanted to hear when i was alive."

They didn't notice that I cried in the shower all the time
They didn't notice that I used the internet to escape reality
They didn't notice that I stay on my laptop all day talking to my online friends for hours on end
They didn't notice that I would cry or feel anxiety every time I wasn't on the internet
They didn't notice that I was trying to end it all but never had the strength to
They didn't notice that I hate how my body looked
They didn't notice that I was scared of people
They didn't notice that I only had friend that understood me
They didn't notice that I only had a friend that noticed this before this



They never notice anything

Once I said outloud to my friends "ugh you don't understand" and then for a whole month they kept saying "nobody understands me~" like to mock me, and when I fake laughed they would say "you don't even know the joke" as if I was oblivious- I just went along. Which is why I still feel like nobody actually understands me.

you know it’s bad when you resort to music rather than your friends or family

I've been scrolling through the comments and realizing that I'm not the only one suffering- which is comforting- but I also want to be the only one- I've had a really bad day today- I'm just so sick of my life- but if you are reading this, please go get some water..

0:22 starting with this is just death

It’s weird how I can be having a really good day! :)
but once someone asks “Are you okay?”
I burst out into tears.
I don’t even know what I’m sad about anymore.

You know it’s bad when you cry to this for hours

U know it's getting bad when u start liking music more than people

0:00 - i cant handle change by roar
3:16 - prom dress by mxmtoon
6:33 - prom queen by beach bunny
8:44 - alien blues by vundabar
11:19 - devil town by cave town
14:18 - all i want is you by rebzyyx

Your welcome!

pov:
You wanted to listen to some music so you went to the kitchen to grab your headphones and phone, you turned on youtube. You were scrolling on there for a while and then you stumbled across some playlist. You clicked on it. Few minuted in and you suddenly see blurry, there are drops of liquid on your homework. You feel the cold tear running down your cheek. You suddenly break down on your dest, sobbing, almost throwing up.