It's November again. Welcome back everybody

In just 6 days I will turn 30 years old, it seems like life goes on, but I haven’t felt “life” inside for the last few years. This is so strange. I wish I could get rid of this feeling

I know it's meant to be peaceful, but it overwhelms me with a sorrow I can’t explain. Still, I listen to it for hours, night after night.

Rip to my grey kitten who was just 2 months old and died yesterday I'll miss you little bud, we'll meet in heaven soon some time. Love you little one, sincerely, Lee ❤🩶

Son: Dad why is my sister named Rose?
Dad: Because your mother loves roses.
Son: Thanks Dad
Dad: No Problem, Ambient & Relaxing Silent Hill Music (w/ rain ambience) [Reupload]

And here we go again. August turns into winter and my own personal hell starts back up again

After all these years, I think Silent Hill has trapped me in his arms, infact I intentionally stuck in the silent hill. As I hear another music inspired by Silent Hill ambient, and watching this view, sound of rain... I think I have always belonged to here, even before i was born. I feel an attractive sadness in my heart. I have no one by my side, u know?  At least James Sunderland had a died love to be regret for and greave for. I searched my mind, but I have no memories. No one standing beside me in this rain. No memory,  no regeneration,  no remembering. Somehow, I don't think about anything, my mind has no memories, just injoing the music and being in silent hill. And this is where that I've always been telling to myself, now I have backed to my orgins, where no memories and no regrets exist, just feel a pure pleasure and deep sadness...
Thanks for this great music, for my eternity...

It reminds me of the small town in northwest China where I grew up, the joys I had, days I can never go back to, and people I may never meet again in this life. That's my silent hill.

Those are the kinds of days I would like to have, this is my paradise

these days have been so hard for with what's been going on in my life, losing my nana 4 years ago to heart attack still a haunts me i get so depressed seeing others having fun lifes and lots of money i don't have that i don't find joy in anything anymore i just shut down and listen to music to disconnect from reality i've even turned away from my Buddhist feith for my life being this way

Every day I hear that town calling to me. Like a nightmare I can never escape from. I am trapped in endless longing for closure to something I'll never be able to fix.. Because the problem isn't mine..

Viewing the Toluca Lake is a vast wilderness that hasn't been touched. The storm is clearing up, and you can see clearly now. You hear nothing but rain droplets slashing down through the wet concrete and the water clamly sitting still as your mind doze off from a different reality like a transition from a different dimension.

I play this on my 4K TV. Unfortunately living in the city its the closest I'll get to a wonderfully relaxing & calm environment like this

The Silent Hill 2 imagery with what sounds like a slowed down Wandering Flame from Final Fantasy X is perfect!

God I’m glad I owned a ps2…

Perfect music for some late night Stephen King reading.

This may not help me find my dead wife, but it sure does bring me peace.  So happy you're back.

I would like to have a view like this,I'm completely surrounded by concrete houses and buildings where I live.

To be fair, if you take away the nightmare of monsters and projecting/manifestation of guilt of ending your wife etc, this setting is blissful and atmospheric. I'd love to over look a quiet lake while standing in the ran. I am not a gloomy person by all means, but I prefer this that a hot Summer's day.

This image reminds me of a scene from The Last Of Us, I remember playing as a child with my friends, we always brought something to eat, we didn't sleep all night to finish the game but we always failed, what pleasant childhood memories.

When it's actually the 3rd day of November and you're watching this 🥰