Local man finds hidden sequel to Emily is Away 3
What we know 1999: What We Know Warframe Lore - The Path to 1999
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Local man finds hidden sequel to Emily is Away 3
What we know 1999: What We Know Warframe Lore - The Path to 1999
What we know whispers: What We Know Warframe Lore - Whispers in t...
Hop on a stream if you can: Twitch: strongguysean
If you look at the large gaps of time between my uploads, it's safe to assume I haven't always been the most motivated. While I enjoy making videos, it can be incredibly time-consuming, tedious and demoralizing at times.
I had always worked on my videos alone, and because I lacked outsider perspective, I strived to make them absolutely perfect, and if they were anything less, they were garbage that wasn't worth the effort.
Being an incredibly small channel with less than 300 subscribers, you might think this is an incredibly strong overreaction. And you'd be right, but I couldn't change the way I thought.
Eventually, the stresses of life combined with my perfectionist mindset became too much, and I abandoned most of my projects and hobbies. Slowly, I started to become used to the emptiness of not pursuing any personal passion or goal, and drifted through most of my days on complete autopilot.
I was beyond lucky enough to stumble into someone who, without even trying, showed so much care and interest to my passions, my hobbies, my interests, the things that make me, me
You've probably noticed that the commentary in the last third of this video is much more profound and elegant, which is a direct result of their help. In fact, if it wasn't for the influence this person has had on my life, I might not have related to the themes in 1999 at all, and this video wouldn't exist.
So I want to thank you, for pulling me out of my own cycle of apathy, for motivating me to make my silly little videos, and for making the effort to see every part of me, even the parts I was so dedicated to hiding.
Thank you for healing things in me, you didn't even know needed to be healed.