She says she is selfish for trying to bring her loved one back, for trying to save them. Well, I guess that's one opinion, one way to look at it.  But it could be said that the person who attempts or commits suicide is the selfish one.  I've heard it rationalized by people saying 'Well, it's my life, so I should be able to end it if I want to.'  But that's wrong. It's not your life alone. Because your life is a part of the lives of everyone to whom you mean something. Friends, family, co-workers, and not only the people you know right now.  People you have yet to meet in the future, to whose lives you will make a difference, maybe a profound difference.  Do you have the right to take all that away from all those people?

I learned this lesson the hard way.  I was there, ready to pull the trigger on one occasion. Ready to cut my own throat with an aluminum soda can on another occasion. But I didn't. What stopped me was the thought of how it would affect those I left behind.  Over a decade later, I met someone in college who was on that ragged edge. Because I was still around, I helped to save her, by telling her my story and what I'd learned.  That's when she told me something I'll never forget: "You know, God always seems to know just what angel to send to me, with just the message I most need to hear when I need it most."  It chokes me up to this day when someone calls me that. But that's when I realized that it wasn't just the ones in my life at the time that I needed to live for. It was the people in my future, like that girl, who I had yet to meet, but whose life my life would touch in so meaningful a way.  So please understand that it's NOT just your life to end if you want to. You matter to so many people, people you don't even know about yet.

I remember listening to this on the hospital bed alone while crying because... Because no one actually care about my attempt, everyone is just mad and yelling so I was here crying alone because no one would give me support that time... Thank you for making this audio, this really helps me, a lot. Thank you so much

omg did yt just put laughter in subtitles when she was crying?! XD

"I am not angry at you, i am angry at the things that make you feel like Life isn't worth it anymore"
And that, Ladies and Gentlemen(and all folks that identify as other), is how you make a sentence that contradicts itself

Damn my girl put her acting skills on  like this Really Good.

as a girl that has been suicidal for 3 years
this made me not want to do it anymore

not me feeling guilty and almost crying over an asmr vid, defo not me

Something's wrong with me. Watching this, all I can think about is that I worried her and bothered her by making my problems visible, and that just makes me feel guilty.

I’ll never do it again, your word is my promise.

9:29 you; crying -- the captions; laughter

I'll never do it again i swear.

I missed this audio so much

I miss my dad so much SO much but I understand why. I live with guilt loss pain everyday.
People you are all so special so important. Each and every one of you has a place you belong.  You all have so much to offer the world. We need you.

My sister did this and succeeded I couldn’t imagine someone else doing this thank your for this 💚🙏

Your acting skills are 101%

I recently learned that the woman who drove me away, several years ago, finally took herself out of the game, as she'd so often threatened to do.  The worst part is that she took the leap while her parents, whom she pretended to love, were still alive.  Both passed with in the year.  I find myself wishing to believe in Hell.

I was thinking about trying. You saved me from that experience. Thank you so much. Your a lifesaver.

Nope not me crying over an asmr video

I'm glad to see this up again. This audio has meant so much to me! Anytime I start to imagine hurting myself like this I listen to it and it reminds me exactly why I keep going. Thank you for making this and thank you for reuploading it because I feared I might never get to listen to it again!

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