For all reading this: good night brother.

The coment section of this kind of videos is the perfect complement to fall asleep, in peace.

This comment section really comes to show there is actually good people out there . All the comments show love and care for each other . I feel safe here , thank you for the encouragement comments.

Will be a year sober on my birthday March 21st, fell in love with a guy who showed me I was worth it. Finally starting to love myself again. Laughing all the time. Realizing that things aren't perfect all the time but with a over mind they aren't the end of the world. My dreams are back to the way they use to be, so vivid and realistic sometimes I wake up and miss them. My relationship with my mom has gotten so much better and started to repair itself in ways I never thought possible.

All because I took a chance on a guy and left home. <3

In my bedroom, skateboard next to my bed, my playstation one hums quietly, comics, cd player in the corner, it's 1998 I'm 12, oh wow what a it time, world is wonderful, freinds are still alive and just normal kids, we didn't know what was ahead, we just knew that today was a great day filled with adventures, RIP JOE RYAN, MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU,  your mate James topham,, hey see you tomorrow to go skate once more,

Goodnight guys. Tonight I am going to sleep at a good time. I am getting better. Thank you all for your support as I go through this tough time. Just know that Jesus loves you and that everything will be ok

I'm not gonna pretend I had it all figured out, because I didn't. Manifesting felt like failing for years. Trying, trying, nothing. Then I took Vera Hart's archetype quiz and it hit something. My archetype just fit. No magical moment, but it finally gave me direction instead of all that fumbling around. If you struggle with it too try it! its free anyway

How many times have you thought there was no way out? And here you are, reading this.
Life is about the journey, it never has been about the destination. Keep going!

On the couch. Clothes off. Notifications silenced completely. Door locked and bolted. Lights off. The last glow of the sun seeping through the closed blinds as the day ends. The silence is gentle, rippled only by the quiet tones of this beautiful music.

I am alone. I am at peace. Here, with no one to see or know, I am perfect. This is where true healing takes place. This is where sacred rest is had. This is where pure existence occurs.

I hope we all find whatever it is we are looking for. 💙💜🖤

2 years ago, I got a cat. He helped me get through the final years of school and always lightened the mood. I had an unhealthy relationship with “friends” who brought me down and made me feel worthless and horrible everyday. I was happy to leave school but the very day I left, my cat was hit by a car. He was only 4 years old, I feel so bad for him. He could have lived for much longer but didn’t, and there was nothing I could have done to prevent it since I wouldn’t have known. But now I’m in college, things are slowly getting better. Nicer friends and I feel much better and someone even has feelings about me and wants to spend time with me. Life is unpredictable, you get horrible luck and good luck.

Today my friend said she thinks I love struggling.Yet every day I wish to be happy.

October 2025
Marks the end of an important chapter in my 30 years of life. 3 years I spent building something that I thought would last for the rest of my life. I tried hard and put maximum effort into making sure it worked. I sacrificed so much. Made mistakes but every time worked to fix them and ensure they didn’t happen again. In the very end, the constant mistakes got to me. I became something I was not. That new persona dismantled all the hard work I put in the past 3 years. It now left me with nothing. I have now enrolled myself in character counseling to rid myself of this newfound toxic behavior. That is not who I am and I will find myself again. As I am writing this, I am in a process of grief. The most intense grief I have ever experienced in my entire life. I lost a very important part of me. For good. There is no going back. I look forward to the day I am healed from this. This phase of life is a total nightmare.

Do not kill yourself, there's still so much good things you haven't experienced on this Earth


I love you, friend ❤️

Yesterday I lost you Harvey. The pain is visceral. Something they never prepared me for. I know every living thing has to come to it's end at some point, but being complicit in that end (albeit the most humane thing), is just leaving a void in my heart. No longer will I be able to visit and get cuddles, no longer can I feed you treats and call you a good boy, no longer will I see your undying love for me on those days where I want to put myself to sleep. You always loved me, even when I thought I couldn't be anymore unlovable.

I like to think I am emotionally resilient and brave, but the fact is it's just a mask for a world of pain I cannot even begin to describe. Today we medicate again, today we try and find meaning in this existence again. Today the eyes blink and the mouth produces words again. I will keep trying to stay alive for those who need me as it's the least I can do.
I can't lie and say I have bad days everyday, there are days where I produce a smile and enjoy myself. But awful days like yesterday eclipse all of that.

We had so many nicknames for you Harvey and yet you somehow knew all of them. Just a day after your 13th birthday you had to leave us... Such a good good boy right until the very end. You'll always be my puppy, even though you're gone. I just wish I could have done more...

Life. Death. Inevitability.

Too all the heart broken dreamers, sweet dreams. The road to success and happiness is rocky but rewarding.

Some days i see lonely people and it reminds me everyone or at least some people are going through something...but are they all going through something all the time like me?

There are a lot of things I have to do every day
I want to throw all of them away and run away

My life is slowly Collapsing, again, after three years of peace, love, and calmness, everyone i love is starting to avoid me, mz parents are starting to be concerned im not okay, i know im just a young teenage girl, and people have bigger problems then me, but i just feel horrible, i can barely manage school, i always go to sleep around 3 am. And wake up around 6-7 am. I go to school, i come home, im on my PC, then i sleep for one and a half hour, i wake up at 6: 45, i look at myself in the mirror, i see nothing but a dissepoitment.

This comment is not made to be pittied, i just need to get my thoughts out, i love you, no matter who you are, you are important, i love you....

This is for everyone who needs to hear this




Your not causing problems for people and you are good enough, just know that, people love you for who you are remember that, never give up ❤

I struggle a lot with intrusive thoughts, stuff nobody should have go through their minds (I’ll spare any details), kills me more and more every day, but I still smile, laugh, and I’m slowly getting better I think. Smiling and being normal I guess comes naturally to me now. Choice made overtime you know? Just, sometimes I don’t see an end, to the vicious cycle. But I’m hoping it’ll get better soon. Which me luck. 👍

It’s gonna be okay don’t be hard on yourself it’s gonna be okay i promise 🫶🏻