Hi, my name's Adam. I'm a regular guy, who got kicked out of church for asking too many questions and actually trying to follow the rules.  

I was suicidally depressed a few years ago after going through a breakup and then getting scammed out of my life savings and then losing a circle of friends (the church).  

I almost drowned while swimming in a river in Zion Canyon, which is my own mini near-death experience.

But before that happened, I was actually digging into the stories of others who have crossed over to the other side (spiritually) and come back, physically speaking.

Now my faith in God and myself and humanity and  life is stronger than it ever was before. But there is still so much to learn. Thanks for being a part of my channel.

I'm ex Hindu. Jesus appeared to me in the hospital too. He saved my life. He gave me peace and changed my life totally. He loves all his children. He just wants our love.

Everyone have a wonderful day!😃

Thank you two for bringing this beautiful NDE to light 🌟 Lots of Love to you🤗❤️

Enjoyed this thoroughly.

I want to share something which happened to me in 1996, I had severe sleep apnea which wasn't treated which may have played a huge role in how I popped out of my body, IDK, but here's the story, it's a long one I wrote many years ago, decades ago. Today, I don't necessarily think what I saw was "God", today, what it is to me is what we all really are. I assigned a spiritual aspect to the experience because that is how I took it. I am not denying what I thought it was at the time, but at the same time there is no reason to assign such labels, it is what it is, what we are, no need to associate God with religion, which of course that three letter word firmly does, but it is the word I used. Doesn't matter what label you put upon it, actually it is better not to label it beyond perhaps understanding it is the ultimate self as a whole, something we are all a part of. Here's the story:

One warm afternoon in 1996 I took a short nap. I awoke within it to find myself standing in the presence of a huge sun or sphere of light, quickly understanding that this sun was pure conscious awareness. Although its surface was only swirling light and did not have a face, it seemed as if it was smiling at me and had nothing but love for me.

I felt its thoughts as one with my own and felt it peering deeply into my own awareness, knowing everything about me all at once. Standing in its presence I was overcome by a deep sense of awe and at the same time I was surprised to find myself so fully conscious in this empty, but light-filled void. There was nothing in existence for me but myself and this bright bluish-white sun smiling its awareness at me. It was unlike any place on earth, and yet as real as waking reality. In fact, it was more real; I was super-conscious.

Suddenly I came to a profound awareness that this sun was God! I was so overwhelmed and surprised that God was real that I mentally gasped and then yelled out, "You're Real!" I had always had a deep mistrust of religion. Years before this experience, I had decided for many seemingly valid reasons that religion and God were only a product of the human mind, yet there I was standing in the presence of what I knew without a doubt was God. What I had previously thought to be the truth about the universe was shattered and I stood there stunned, having had my world turned around so quickly.

I was happy because I had always hoped that God was real and that there was a future beyond the physical. As I stood in its presence, I perceived myself to be nothing but pure awareness and without a body. This sun of awareness fully merged with me, seeing everything inside of me. It saw everything I had ever done (and failed to do) both good and bad, and yet I did not sense or feel this Being was judging me or my past. There was no serial or motion-picture-like review of my life, just a sudden and full knowing about all things I have ever done, thought and experienced.

Because this sun of awareness/God was peering so fully and deeply into me, I felt totally naked, more naked than if I were standing without clothes in front of a million people. This Being seemed to be the consciousness of everyone I had ever known plus that of millions of others. It seemed to be everyone, but incredible as it might seem, most of all it seemed to be me.

Even though I had no awareness of having a body, this feeling of nakedness was more than I could stand. Before I had time to think about what I was doing, I began moving away from this Being as fast as I could. It wasn't that I was afraid, nor that I wanted to get away from this wonderful sun of light, it was more like an automatic response to feeling more naked than I thought naked could be.

As I was traveling away from this Being I found myself bursting through some kind of barrier into a blackness that was filled with wonderful stars; space. As I continued moving forward at a tremendous speed through the star fields, I soon found myself slowing down as if I was up against another barrier or membrane. It seemed to stretch slightly and then I burst through it into another blackness of star-filled space.

I continued to speed away faster and faster, but regardless of how much physical distance I traveled, I was never any farther away from the sun of awareness at all. I quickly traveled through several star-filled spaces, at least six of them beyond the great sphere of light, each separated from one another by barriers that I was easily penetrating. As I passed through each layer, my speed increased each time, but its consciousness was still with me. It was still deeply within my own consciousness.

All of a sudden, I fell through the top of my bedroom ceiling, hit my body with a jolt and immediately woke up. The jolt was so strong that my bed physically bounced as my body jerked awake in response to the sudden stop. I opened my eyes and immediately spoke in a low and powerful voice, "I am that great I am." I said this almost involuntarily; the words spilled out of my mouth without even thinking about what or why I was saying it. I also knew what this meant: that I was the very consciousness that I was trying to get away from!

As much as I tried to get away from that Sun of Awareness, I could never get one fraction of an inch farther away from it, no matter how far or fast I traveled. Even after waking up, it was still with me. To this day, I still feel and know its presence. I believe that this Sun/Intelligence/God wasn't a single Being, but is the center of all beings, that it is me, you and perhaps all conscious beings.

From this experience I think that somewhere at the center of each of us is a spark of this same light, and without it we would not have consciousness, and perhaps without us it would not exist either. As I was flying away from this being, I had the impression that I was traveling through several layers within a sphere, but I was bursting through layers like the layers of an onion but between each layer was star-filled space. I can't really tell you if I was traveling from the inside out, or the outside in, but as I traveled through them I had an impression that the farther I got from the sphere of light, the smaller I got and the more divided I became.

As I was returning I felt like I was not only traveling through spheres within spheres, but also as if I were traveling from the top of a pyramid down, the peak an all seeing eye of omni-present consciousness, the blocks below all of the individuals which make the whole. While trying to move away I could both see and feel myself splitting into more and more diverse copies of myself, each branching off into many other branches of selves which also split into their own branches, dividing and dividing into ever larger numbers.

Because of this experience, I came to see everyone around me as myself. At the same time, I also see this as equally true from everyone else's perspective, that I am them too. They too can look around and only see other parts of themselves, other selves experiencing life from another point of view, separated by their physical bodies and world, by their individual minds and wills, but in reality they are one at their core.

These feelings and thoughts were so strong within me that I had trouble referring to other people at work as anything other than "I." I had a tendency to think about others as just another part of myself. Just as I think about my hands as being a part of me, I would sometimes refer to others as "I" instead of the name of the person. For example, instead of saying, "He had finished working on that project it came out as "I had finished working on that project." I had to re-learn how to refer to others as separate from myself. After four years, I still think of others as myself, but now I can stop from verbalizing it.

If I had the chance to do it over again and stand in the presence of this sun-intelligence-God, I wouldn't run away from it no matter how startling it is to be seen to such depth. I now hope that I would stand in its presence no matter how naked I felt. I don't believe that my motive for running was because I couldn't stand to face the light, or that I felt like a bad person, but because I was so unaccustomed to being seen so fully, so suddenly, so clearly and to such depth. Unfortunately my flight away from it took place before I could think of what I was doing and why.

The words I spoke after the experience, "I am that great I am" meant that, although I am individual here, I am also a part of every other consciousness at the great central point of consciousness; God. I am now secure in the knowledge that this presence of consciousness has always been with me, and that I have never been alone and never will be alone. I now know that this presence is closer to me than anything else in the universe. I had been so accustomed to it that I didn't know it was there, much like becoming used to a smell in a room, once you are there with it long enough, it begins to fade into the background. Like silence, it is always there, maybe in the background, behind and between the sounds, but always there. Like a quiet pure awareness, completely silent but ever present. To find it within listen to the silence and then try to find what is behind it, it's there as strong as your own silent awareness forever smiling at you.

After this experience and listening to The Phantom of the Opera, the play took a much deeper meaning, sing for me! That is what we are doing, wearing masks of individuality singing to the Oneness.

"Which spiral [up to Light or down to nothingness] do I feed?" = Cherokee oral history story of the "Two Wolves" . . . and Matthew 22:37... "Love God . . . Love your neighbor as yourself." That's it. Those are the rules. We can change the world. "Humans think they are unlovable. Tell them they are loved." and so, it bears repeating, "For God so loved the world, that He gave his only Son so that those who beleive in Him might not perish might have eternal life." Choose the upward spiral of love.  I am so glad I spent the time (before rushing off to my job) to hear this message. It restores a spark of hope in me that was being extinguished.

I want this in book form. I hope she writes a book about this.

Enjoying the Sunday school stories about Jesus is having a connection.

Wonderful interview.

Really a refreshing guest and story

Thank You. 💖🙏🏻💖

Wow! ❤️

Ahhh, that happened to me! 15 min in to this talk where you put your hands on your husband's stomachache knowing if you did that it would help him. I did this with my longtime boyfriend when I was early 20's..his left eye was hurting and I said come lay down(I was Sat. afternoon napping)When he laid down to my left I (unplanned,  wasn't even really awake) reached over with my right hand with my index and middle finger above his eye and thumb just below it and a pain shot up through my hand and arm and boom boom boom, my right eye was hurting so I was holding my eye now while my boyfriend was having a freak out about what just happened. "WHAT JUST HAPPENED?!! How did you do that!!??!" He frrreaked out on me..I guess that it can scare the body and unexplored mind when things like that happen. I knew and believed in higher beings, Jesus..was reading Autobiography of A Yogi and Silve Mind Control Method at the time and had always been a seeker. Especially when my sweet Mama would have asthma attacks..as her child and as someone who knew of these abilities I would be kicking myself whenever she got sick thinking I should have been working/studying to learn how to heal her..like what am I doing? B4 internet, in the Bible belt and most women would tell me to keep that quiet, they'll lock up. Thank God wisdom has become more accessible..we are healers and Yeshua, ocean of compassion and love, has given us a piece of his brilliant infinite star..What then must we do

I think it sucks that one has to have a NDE or die to get answers to one's life!  When she said im not one of yours! I totally understand that! Never communicates! Doesn't answer prayers!  I'm starting to think the same thing! It's truly understandable!

Hi Adam. Thank you for posting this NDE and thank you Charming for expressing your beautiful experience. What surprised me this is the first time any NDE has ever expressed how I a 75years old  has believed since I was 13!
Organized religion has tainted Jesus true teaching which is roughly.. Love is all there is, be kind and ask yourself
What is this particular person or situation trying to teach me. Love is the only life value we take with us when we
Leave. I learned most of that after 40 but it's organized religion that makes people ask..are you Christian? Or that's
Not in the Bible(thanks organized religion) don't people know that The Church could not have people thinking we
Humans had Jesus abilities and the Church needed people to believe we had to go thru THEM to get to God. The church had to have the rules and the power. They altered HIS teachings and they still think they have the secret
Play book..please just consider this concept. May Gods love grow every day!💘💘kindness is free.

i am a little confused  about the astrology  because  the bible says not to do any of that and thats  why i stopped doing astrology after 30years having no clue the bible didnt permit it when i decided to make my way back to god.   i did a bit of tarot too palmistry numerology but they were for  about  5 years from 15=20 years old  not decades like  astrology,, i also thought about a letter i wrote to god as a child about being with my family again ) and when i think back to that that letter was never found it again or coem across it and it rare that i throw things out like that   i like to think god came and took it, i believe we do reincarnate  that is what is meant by everlasting life and it wouldn't make sense to give us a max 120 years  but  most live til 80 on average especially when  people used to live at least or almost 1000years that like 12 80 years life spans god known we cant possibly get it right in 80 we only start to  get wiser around 40

How about when we finally leave the physical, we use our 100% pure intention to leave this entire Construct, if that is what we want to do .... avoid all the discernment-clouding "love-bombing", say no to "guides" telling us what to do and where to go, bypass getting entangled in any way with the "Council of Elders" and go our own way.   Because the controlling behaviour of these entities raises huge red flags for me and I want nothing to do with their Afterlife Processing System.   I want to go my own way in the multiverse, make my own decisions as to my future and answer to NO ONE apart from myself.   My future is simply none of their business.

Loved this interview and this Gorgeous Goddess's story. It saddens me that people like me who are on a very limited income and are struggling just to buy food and gas right now, are not able to access hypnosis or classes like Charmian offers! $258 or $333 is nearly half my monthly income on disability here in the US! WWJD?

Children hear more than 15,000 No's before 2 years old

The AI is so unnecessary 😢 the real people talking in a podcast is beautiful and more than enough. Charmain is lovely ❤