sometimes i feel like - the more you build up in your life (for example routines, going to the gym etc.) the harder a depressive episode will kick in... because then i can just think about my productive me and all the routines i wanna get back on track with and that makes it even harder to get out of these episodes.. lots of love to you kayla, you will rock this when you´re ready for it <3

"I give too much shits" LITERALLY ME TOO, AS MUCH AS I TRY TO NOT CARE I ALWAYS DO😭

Started with "how to grow my hair" and now I'm here.
Sending you a virtual hug

I missed these ambient vlogs so much I still watch your old ones 🩵🫶🏻

you are the only creator who has truly TALKED about PMDD. i’ve had it since i was 14 (they misdiagnosed me with Bipolar Type 2 at first…not kidding) but it was PMDD the whole time. just, thank you so much for talking about it, including derealization. both things have ruined my life sometimes or put me in dark places. i know how you feel girl.

kayli, i struggle with all the same things. here’s a list:
depression
anxiety
ocd
adhd
panic disorder
pmdd
bipolar disorder

i will be right here to confirm that yes, god did put you on this earth for this reason. about a year ago, i was being abused severely physically and mentally by my ex boyfriend. your videos about hair were my only escape. when we broke up, your personality and channel encouraged me to find myself again. i did my makeup, i did my hair and nails, i felt like me again. thank you so much and don’t worry about posting so much and stressing yourself out. we love you :)

Can we get an updated mental health video? I’m started a journey right now and rewatching this makes me feel less alone.

as a girl dealing with derealisation for couple years, it will get better, it will come back sometimes but it will get better, you need to accept it, derealisation is just your brain trying to calm you down, it's your brain's way to protect you from "danger", take care, love you guys

14:22 is something that I can relate to so much. It’s like you know you ’should’ get better and kinda know how to but you just have 0% energy to do it

from adhd to pmdd to derealization (I didn’t even know this was a thing that other people experienced too !!) thank you for talking about this because I feel so SEEN. It’s so scary going through episodes because you don’t see others experiencing it and you deadass feel crazy. I adore you, we all adore you—thank you for talking about mental health ❤️

Some People on the internet take mental health as a joke

If all you did today was breathe; even if that too was hard - was enough. You are always good enough, beautiful soul ❤

I think you've just described something I haven't been able to describe myself... I think that's what's happening to me for years now. I've been dissociating and life goes on and I don't realize until one day I think "wow it has been 2 years already..." not funny to experience at all.

Heavy on the self sabotage part!! I’m 28 and for some reason I’m at a phase where it hit me that life is short and it’s going faster and faster as I get older. I’ve come to realization that I must enjoy every moment that God blesses me with and to fulfill every purpose he puts my way. He will get us through it girl keep your head help up high ❤

Wow... I remember your channel at 20k... I'm so happy for you & thank you for being such an honest person

The book Period Repair Manual really helped me understand my PMDD! I recommend it to anyone trying to understand hormones!!! HORMONES can change everything! Thanks for sharing your experiences and thoughts! Be kind to yourself! Drink a glass of water and say hey I love myself for drinking this glass of water!  Sometimes the simplest tasks are what we are able to accomplish that day and that’s totally okay! btw your hair looks amazing! ❤

Omggg i missed u girl 😭😭😭❤️

I'm so happy you posted. I was worried about you watching it. I really hope you feel better, kayli 🤍🤍

I know this video was posted 3 months ago but thank you so much for trusting all of us enough to post about your experiences!! We’ll always be here for you 🤍

SHES BACK YAY!!! I love you kayli I’ve been hoping you’d post again and praying that you where ok.. I ended up going back and rewatching all of your older videos bc I missed you 😭 thank you for the amazing content always and being real sending love and prayers your way ♥️♥️