Sometimes I wonder if Judas was not asked to make the truly ultimate sacrifice. To go down in history as the most reviled man to ever exist. Its just an idea based on the concept of sacrifice. What if he was told to betray the Lord and then suffer for it. All his other apostles go down in history as holy and great men. What if one was asked to be hated and reviled... Im crazy its just an idea but what if? Judas saw all the miracles and Judas KNEW without a doubt who the messiah was, betraying him for silver seems too petty.
Just like that hua ..no warning just attack mode and frustration plus endless pain and suffering.. fuxk it I’m VR0 and BRIM I kan handle whatever komes my way until the day I die ill spill my heart 4 Û 4 YOU!! XHOPP
I grew up without any sort of talk about god or Jesus. It was just not a thought at all. In adult hood things happened, somehow he found me and I realized, Christ is the way! And then after all of my research and my intense spiritual experiences I still can't put into words I realized the Catholic Church is THE church! Then I found out its the historical original christian church founded by Jesus and it all clicked!
We people we sin and go against structure. God gave the 10 commandments to show us that we can't follow them the animal sacrifices shows how messy sin is. That is why Jesus is the final sacrifice. He's a Trump card because of the human part. We do pray to him and our prayers do get answered but you should look it differently because not every prayer goes your way. Everyone messes up. Blaming Jesus blaming God for your choices and other people's evil choices is just childish it shows how snobby and selfish you are that's the hardest truth to swallow