0:00 - 0:12 Velvet ring - big thief 0:13 - 0:37 dna guarantee - kodi rhianne 0:38 - 0:58 seasons in the sun - black box recorder 0:59 - 1:35 fake plastic trees - Radiohead 1:36 - 2:04 i know it's over - jeff buckley 2:05 - 2:30 lover, you should've come over - jeff buckley 2:31 - 2:49 forget her - jeff buckley 2:50 - 3:47 mrs magic - strawberry guy 3:48 - 4:14 last goodbye - jeff buckley 4:15 - 4:54 back to me - the marías 4:55 - 5:24 scott street - phoebe bridgers 5:25 - 6:05 i bet on losing dogs - mitski 6:06 - 7:01 at the beach, in every life - gigi perez 7:02 - 7:30 back to the old house - the smiths 7:31 - 7:58 all i need - radiohead 7:59 - 8:56 motion picture soundtrack - radiohead 8:57 - 9:47 how to disappear completely - radiohead 9:48 - 10:16 black star - radiohead 10:17 - 10:55 purple rain - prince 10:56 - 11:16 thinking of you - katy perry 11:17 - 11:57 500 miles - peter, paul and mary 11:58 - 12:21 paul - big thief 12:22 - 12:38 sienna - the marías 12:39 - 12:52 let you break my heart again - laufey 12:53 - 13:22 champagne coast - blood orange 13:23 - 14:00 iris - goo goo dolls 14:01 - 14:25 the cut that always bleeds - conan gray 14:26 - 15:07 i want someone badly - jeff buckley 15:08 - 15:22 the world we knew (over and over) - frank sinatra 15:23 - 15:37 sleep talking - indigo de souza 15:38 - 16:04 you are my destiny - paul anka 16:05 - 16:14 idkkk 16:15 - 16:30 pushing it down and praying - lizzy mcalpine 16:31 - 17:05 fade into you - mazzy star 17:06 - 18:04 when the sun hits - slowdive 18:05 - 18:32 when you're gone - the cranberries 18:33 - 18:46 silver soul - beach house 18:47 - 19:16 casual - chappel roan 19:17 - 20:08 no me quedas más - selena 20:09 - 20:48 for her - jeremy jordan (the great gatsby) 20:49 - 21:48 cowpoke - isaiah sheffield 21:49 - 22:00 vienna (in memoriam) - the army, the navy 22:01 - 22:23 i want you - mitski 22:24 - 22:38 gnaw - alex g 22:39 - 22:57 once more to see you - mitski 22:58 - 23:58 pink in the night - mitski 23:59 - 24:50 too little too late - laufey 24:51 - 25:05 vampire empire - big thief 25:06 - 25:18 bleed - dead calm 25:19 - 26:05 i don't smoke - mitski 26:06 - 26:33 not a lot just forever - adrianne lenker 26:34 - 26:59 fireworks - mitski 27:00 - 27:28 my september - nastyona 27:29 - 27:42 letter home - childish gambino 27:43 - 28:16 mr loverman - ricky montgomery 28:17 - 28:35 cico buff - cocteau twins 28:36 - 28:49 please, please, please let me get what i want - the smiths 28:50 - 29:04 treat you better x treat you better (tt vers.) - shawn mendes 29:05 - 29:14 silver springs - fleetwood mac 29:15 - 29:29 undressed - sombr 29:30 - 29:52 want you to want me - yuat 29:53 - 30:13 how deep is your love - mitski
Ts took forever ( i did this late at night so if anything is wrong pls tell me, also pls help me with the songs i didn't know TY :) )
0:00–velvet ring (thx!!) 0:14–Dna guarantee (thx!) 0:39–goodbye papa please pray for me 0:58–idk 1:37–it never really begun (IDK GNG) 2:05–it’s never over 2:31–idk gng. 2:50–idk what am I doing 3:48–idk please help me gng 4:20–baby come back to me (idk) 4:56–idk 5:25–bet on losing dogs (IK IM TUFF ASF😼) 6:06–idk. 7:02–idk but I like it 7:32–idk🥀💔 8:00–idk gng. 8:57–idk I’m fucking struggling here gng 9:49–IDFK 10:18–purple rain???(idk gng) 10:57–idk 11:20–500 MILES!! YEAHHHG!! 11:58–and idk gng 12:23–sienna (thx again ^_^) 12:42–stop falling in love 12:57–idk it’s cool tho 13:24–idfk. 14:01–I’m genuinely dumb asf rn 14:26–want someone or something idk 15:08–over and over but the male one
oh my goodness this playlist finally hits the spot cz like all the other playlists have some random ass audios that dont usually match the rest of the playlists vibe 😭
Listening to this as I write how I remember Johnnys death as a Dally fictionkin lolz hehe
Edit: OKAY I FINISHED IT!! Ill paste it under here but TW for su1c1d3 :P
I remember having so much pride after winning the rumble, before remembering how bad Johnny was. I got this tight feeling in my chest as I dragged Pony to the stilen car to see him. I knew Johnny would want to see Pony. When we got to the hospital, seeing Johnny so pained felt like it physically hurt me. With how tight my hands were clenched, I was sure I would bleed from my nails digging into my skin. I didn't though. Hearing his voice, all raspy from the fire, made my eyes feel weird. I know now that I felt like I was gonna cry, but I rarely cried so I forgot how it felt to actually cry. The way he paused between words, mixed with the raspiness of his voice, made me panic alone. When he called Pony over, I could barely hear what he said. All I remember was the numbness I felt when he went limp. He looked so at peace. In a way, I felt upset with myself. I never had him feel that at peace when I was there. I didn't stop him from going in the fire. I didn't get to help him out fast enough. I was filled with dread and I wanted to cry but couldn't let anything out. All I did was cover my sadness with anger as I always did. I had gotten used to doing that, so I felt like I couldn't stop it. I got so upset I just stormed out, already planning a way to end it. There were several ideas in my head by then. I could drive to Bucks and hang myself, I could climb pn a building and jump off, and there were a few others I can't remember. All those options were too obvious. I couldn't have people know it was on purpose. Thats why I decided to point my unloaded heater at the policemen. I went into the store, debating if Johnny would want me to do this. By the time I was pointing the heater at the cashier, I had forgotten the fact Johnny would've wanted me to live longer and be happier. All I wanted is to see him again. While raising the gun, before the policemen shot at me, I remembered Pony. Pony needed me. I was a role model to him too. Pony didn't deserve to see so much death around him. He already blamed himself for his parents death, and probably Johnnys too. He probably blamed himself just as much as I did. Before I could drop the gun and run, I heard the shots. I felt the bullets. I tried to yell to Pony, but before I could everything went black. It was silent. Every good thing passed through my head. Being at the lot and smoking with Johnny as we talked, joking ariund and getting drunk with Two Bit, helping Darry watch the gang, fighting with Shepard, being around the gang overall, I couldn't help but feel guilt for being so terrible. I was a terrible man to every good person around me. I felt some guilt for leaving everyone, but I knew it was for the best. I wanted to see Johnny, and that meant leaving the gang. I wish I had realized that before raising that fucking gun.
0:00 - 0:12 Velvet ring - big thief
0:13 - 0:37 dna guarantee - kodi rhianne
0:38 - 0:58 seasons in the sun - black box recorder
0:59 - 1:35 fake plastic trees - Radiohead
1:36 - 2:04 i know it's over - jeff buckley
2:05 - 2:30 lover, you should've come over - jeff buckley
2:31 - 2:49 forget her - jeff buckley
2:50 - 3:47 mrs magic - strawberry guy
3:48 - 4:14 last goodbye - jeff buckley
4:15 - 4:54 back to me - the marías
4:55 - 5:24 scott street - phoebe bridgers
5:25 - 6:05 i bet on losing dogs - mitski
6:06 - 7:01 at the beach, in every life - gigi perez
7:02 - 7:30 back to the old house - the smiths
7:31 - 7:58 all i need - radiohead
7:59 - 8:56 motion picture soundtrack - radiohead
8:57 - 9:47 how to disappear completely - radiohead
9:48 - 10:16 black star - radiohead
10:17 - 10:55 purple rain - prince
10:56 - 11:16 thinking of you - katy perry
11:17 - 11:57 500 miles - peter, paul and mary
11:58 - 12:21 paul - big thief
12:22 - 12:38 sienna - the marías
12:39 - 12:52 let you break my heart again - laufey
12:53 - 13:22 champagne coast - blood orange
13:23 - 14:00 iris - goo goo dolls
14:01 - 14:25 the cut that always bleeds - conan gray
14:26 - 15:07 i want someone badly - jeff buckley
15:08 - 15:22 the world we knew (over and over) - frank sinatra
15:23 - 15:37 sleep talking - indigo de souza
15:38 - 16:04 you are my destiny - paul anka
16:05 - 16:14 idkkk
16:15 - 16:30 pushing it down and praying - lizzy mcalpine
16:31 - 17:05 fade into you - mazzy star
17:06 - 18:04 when the sun hits - slowdive
18:05 - 18:32 when you're gone - the cranberries
18:33 - 18:46 silver soul - beach house
18:47 - 19:16 casual - chappel roan
19:17 - 20:08 no me quedas más - selena
20:09 - 20:48 for her - jeremy jordan (the great gatsby)
20:49 - 21:48 cowpoke - isaiah sheffield
21:49 - 22:00 vienna (in memoriam) - the army, the navy
22:01 - 22:23 i want you - mitski
22:24 - 22:38 gnaw - alex g
22:39 - 22:57 once more to see you - mitski
22:58 - 23:58 pink in the night - mitski
23:59 - 24:50 too little too late - laufey
24:51 - 25:05 vampire empire - big thief
25:06 - 25:18 bleed - dead calm
25:19 - 26:05 i don't smoke - mitski
26:06 - 26:33 not a lot just forever - adrianne lenker
26:34 - 26:59 fireworks - mitski
27:00 - 27:28 my september - nastyona
27:29 - 27:42 letter home - childish gambino
27:43 - 28:16 mr loverman - ricky montgomery
28:17 - 28:35 cico buff - cocteau twins
28:36 - 28:49 please, please, please let me get what i want - the smiths
28:50 - 29:04 treat you better x treat you better (tt vers.) - shawn mendes
29:05 - 29:14 silver springs - fleetwood mac
29:15 - 29:29 undressed - sombr
29:30 - 29:52 want you to want me - yuat
29:53 - 30:13 how deep is your love - mitski
Ts took forever ( i did this late at night so if anything is wrong pls tell me, also pls help me with the songs i didn't know TY :) )