Being the shy, nerdy loser friend in a trio is the worst bc the other two are best friends and nobody else likes me "B-but a bunch of people like u!!" ..idgaf??? "Nobody hates u!! Why are u sad?!!!" maybe bc of my fucking home life you god damn idiot I push away everything and everyone I love omg I hate being suicidal under the age of ten, can't wait to be thirteen so I can finally end it❤️🥹✌️