Oh sweetheart! I want to give you a huge hug right now. You can do this. It will not always be so hard. ❤❤❤❤❤❤

We have these same meltdowns. Nothing can be done that we have figured out... I totally get it.... 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 you are a wonderful momma.. and you are not alone, and you ARE strong enough.. and crying is totally acceptable!!

Pray honey. Give all your worries to God. He listens and He will take your worries away. You will feel so much better and you will be stronger. God has given you beautiful babies that He knows you are gonna be the best momma for. Sending you so much love and prayers. 😇

You can do it Emily. It’s good you guys are getting him the help he needs. I think it might be good if you could find a counselor for you to help you process everything that has happened and will continue to happen with your kids. They could probably teach you ways to cope when stuff like that happens with Sawyer. You guys are great parents!

I am so, so sorry.... having two non-typical kids must be totally overwhelming.  I hope once he is evaluated you can start things like ABA therapy, etc. to help him cope.  Praying for your family. 🙏🏻💗

Just a tip: order the school supplies online.  I did it this year and there are websites which have everything all in one spot.  Some even have the items listed per school.  Also the prices were the same as Walmart!!  Winnnnn

Don't you cry Emily...you are a strong Mom taking care of six Wonderful kids so you and Will are best parents....👍

You are doing the very best you can. Keep going, Mama. Hugs.

I have two disabled children. Hang in there mama! You are strong. You are brave. You are mommy! It is okay to cry. It is okay to feel sad. It is the reality of having kids with disabilities. I’m here if you need anything mama. 💙

Our son is being evaluated too. It’s really emotional. It never stops making me feel inept. It hard to juggle one typical child and one atypical child. I cannot imagine how difficult it is to juggle 4 typicals and 2 atypicals. You are doing your best, and you are enough ❤️❤️

Awe so sorry but don’t be so hard on yourself. Two yr olds are little bundle to temper tantrums and they just need to work thru them. Best thing is get down to there level and talk low and softly and distract them. My youngest was this way at two. She has adhd she had a lot of meltdowns at two. They do out grow them.  You are a great mom you and will have the sweetest kids.

Keep it up Momma! I wish you a better day tomorrow!🌸

You're doing great, Emily. God doesn't call the equipped, He equips the called ❤️

Seeing you cry in the van broke my heart but I can COMPLETELY relate to your frustration and upset.  My now 7 year old doesn't have any issues or anything however one day at the park he thought it would be a great idea to run from me and he kept running into the play structure.  I had to leave because I had places to get to at a certain time and I couldn't catch him.  My car was parked right next to the structure and I sat in the drivers seat while he was in there and cried my eyes out.  Ended up having to call his dad who had to leave work and drive there to help me catch him.  Its so hard to be a parent sometimes, you're in such tough and embarrassing situations but eventually we get through it and they grow up.  Hang in there mama.

You are stronger than you know.  Your love for your babies will keep you strong. ❤️

I know exactly how you feel. It happened today. Don't be embarrassed. It happens. Sending love!! 😍😍😍

❤️❤️❤️. When my son’s meltdowns were bad, he’d hit his head against the hardest thing he could find. His longest one was over 2 hours. He just had another bad one the other night and it was 1.5 hours of screaming and trying to hit his head with his fists. But he’s come a long way, even so. Good luck with the evaluation! It’s okay to be angry and upset about this once in a while. Your feeling are real and valid. It doesn’t make you any less capable or any less the right mom for your babies.

You are an excellent Mom. You had every right to feel the way that you did. I feel your pain. I had 2 children. Both boys. My youngest was diagnosed  with leukemia when he was 3. He passed away when he was 9. My other son was diagnosed with juvenile diabetes when he was 8. I really thought I could not cope. But we are mothers and we have no choice.  The son I have is my right hand. I could not live without him. God is good and He helps us get through tragedy.  I am sure He is standing there with you now.

My son is 8 and autistic we have had our share of awful meltdowns in public. He has yanked me by my hair, screamed thrown himself on the floor, hit me. All over saying no to something he insisted he wanted. My son also had a really hard time with changing shoes and would freak out over the change and I actually use to buy the same shoe in multiple sizes to make the transition easier. I promise you it does get better just had to actually keep taking him to places so he knew how to act and it wasn’t overwhelming even though there were many times I just wanted to hide in my house so I wasn’t embarrassed if he had a meltdown!

I feel so sorry you have to go through this. You are a great mom.  Praying for you. 🙏  Thank you for being so real. 💕 I love Harrison and Wyn's new shoes.