Whenever he talks during class, I look at him. Its not the regular "I'm paying attention" stare, its the "I'm so in love with you" stare and some kid saw me doing it and raised his eyebrows at me and I knew I fucked up
• I love your smile • I love your laugh • I love your personality • I love your hair • I love your insecurities • I love your accomplishments • I love your failures • I love your eyes • I love your beauty • I love your handwriting • I love the way you talk • I love the way you dance • I love you on your happy days • I love you on your sad days • I love you on the days you feel lonely • I love you on the days you feel helpless • I love you on the days you feel like no one cares • I love you on the days you feel forgotten • I love you on the days you feel unmotivated • I love you on the days you feel loved • I love you on the days you feel sick • I love you on the days you feel motivated • I love you on the days you feel depressed • I love you on the days you feel stressed • I love you on the days you feel crazy • I love you on the days you feel hopeful • I love you on the days you feel cuddly • I love you on the days you feel amazing • I love you on the days you feel beautiful • I love you on the days you feel like a failure • I love you on the days you feel angry • I love you on the days you feel aggressive • I love you on the days you feel horrible • I love you on the days you feel safe • I love you on the days you feel unsafe • I love you on the days you feel vulnerable • I love you on the days you feel weird • I love you on the days you feel okay • I love you when your healthy • I love you when you sing • I love you when you hum • I love you when you listen to music • I love your taste in music • I love your taste in movies • I love your taste in shows • I love the way you move • I love the way your act • I love you when you're cry • I love you when you're kind • I love you when you're mean • I love you when you're alone • I love you when you can't feel • I love you when you feel too much • I love you when you can't take life anymore • I love you when you feel like it's too much • I love you when you're asleep • I love you when you have nightmares • I love you when you have dreams • I love how you believe • I love you when you don't believe in yourself • I love you when you hate yourself • I love you when you love yourself • I love the way you think • I love your problems • I love your solutions • I love how you support • I love you when you're in pain • I love you when you're hurt • I love your promises • I love your secrets • I love your attitude • I love your sass • I love your creativity • I love your art • I love your tiny sketches • I love your doodles • I love your voice • I love your hand gestures • I love your stories • I love your wounds • I love your scars • I love your face • I love your past • I love your future • I love your present • I love your outfits • I love your style • I love your honesty • I love you when you lie •I love you when you're excited • I love you when you're tired • I love you when you're energetic • I love how you look • I love how you cook • I love you when you're adventurous • I love you when you're scared • I love your imperfections • I love your perfections • I love you when you worry • I love you when you talk to me • I love your opinions • I love you from head to toe • I love you when you have a headache • I love you when you have a stomach ache • I love you when you help others • I love you when you need help • I love you when you're mature • I love you when you're immature • I love you in the hard times • I love you in the easy times • I love you when life feels meh • I love you when you're responsible • I love you when you're irresponsible • I love you when you fight • I love you in your darkest moments • I love you in your brightest moments • I love your heart • I love you during the day • I love you during the night • I love you at midnight • I love you at 3 : am • I love you at all times • I love you at your best • I love you at your worst • I love the little things you do • I love all of you • I love you when you're you • I love your looks • I love your smile • I love your eyes • I love your hair • I love your skin • I love your personality • I love your touch • I love your dreams • I love your walk • I love your voice • I love your name • I love your weight • I love your hight • I love your things you like • I love your happiness • I love your unique self • I love you even if you don't love me back
I remember I had this HUGE ASS crush on this guy and his style was just emo 😭😭. He keeps looking at me and when I looked back, he just looks away but he does that to everyone- there was also this one time when we were walking back inside from our break, our hands almost touched and I literally blushed so much-
I don't know if anyone is gonna read this but I feel like writing.
So there's basically this guy (let's say J and he is my brother's bestie) and I only thought of him as a friend but then one day his friend told me that J "loves me" right in front of J. J was trying to shut his friend's mouth(it was funny now I think about it) and I had no idea how to react cuz back then I knew nothing about all love stuff, I just walked away, literally. FYI: We were in third grade when this happened. Years went by and when I was in fifth grade and I started liking him..a lot, crazy lot. It wasn't a crush, I was falling in love. We were like frenemies who bickered with each other, insulted each other, and always got too close to each other's personal space. That was our dynamic before. Skipping a few years, I met him after a long time when we were in ninth grade after the pandemic. We barely talk now, it's awkward around him and I really really wish we could talk like we used to. When we do talk, we have these little "moments" and sometimes I just wanna scream at his face saying " DUDE, CAN'T YOU SEE HOW I LOOK AT YOU?!"
I force myself to hate him but I can't, I just can't.
I HATE THE FACT HE'S ALWAYS AROUND ME BECAUSE MY BROTHER AND HIM HAVE BEEN SO CLOSE FOR LIKE 8 YEARS AND THEY STILL ARE. OUR FAMILIES ARE REALLY CLOSE TOO. HE'LL BE AROUND EVEN IF IT BREAKS MY HEART TO SEE HIM CUZ I KNOW I CAN'T GET OVER HIM.
Edit: I've moved on now, I think it's normal as a teenager to fall in love and then let go of those feelings. Him and I started getting close these past few months. He's like an unpaid therapist to me and I love him for being there for me when I need someone to talk to. I realised that it's so much better if him and I just remain as friends. He'll always be special to me.
so basically I'm friends w this girl who is known for dating legit everyone and then breaking up after like a week 💀anyways she broke up w this guy and then I started realizing that I kinda had a crush on him and I think he kinda liked me too. but my friend decided that she wanted to get back w him and now they're dating help 😭 now I have to act happy for her even tho I kinda hate her now