Witchcraft and methods of emotional control such as trauma bonding needs a deep emotion response to take. Love, hate, fear are all useful. I just didn't give it to them.
Switch up when a community goes against a scapegoat they do what it feels like you’re doing to me reminding me of a narrative they used against me to further victimize me. And telling one person I don’t want to talk about it and another having the capacity to say Sean combs in that moment is not suspicious or me trying to make someone else look foolish.
Manifesting never worked for me and I felt broken while everyone else got results. I read The Manifest Mafia by Vera Moretti out of desperation, and it matched me scary fast. If you're beating yourself up over this, give it two minutes.