I made my own clarity. I'm single, celibate, at peace and prosperous. 🎶I'm better off alone 🎶 And I'm moving on 🎉
Ive told him if he does not come with an apology first bc he owes me on, don't bother me at all. I already terrorized him once. Ill really set it off the next time he tries to approach me with an apology also, im completely done with him. He did too much and we cant return.
This is insane when I finally fed up after giving him 268 chances and finally just depleted of going through this BS and having to play his games having to chase him when he would just siphon my energy and deplete me and have my heart on the floor when he had no care no remorse no sorry for what he’s done when all I had to do would be cleared up, but when I finally pull my energy away, that’s when he finally wakes up because I truly changed and I’m healing and knowing that this was one of the worst ever relationships I’ve ever been in it. It’s absolutely terrible. Even the worst part is he’s never there for me. The simple ass act from a decent human would text back because they wouldn’t want the ones they love hurt over their childish actions. I don’t even recognize in this year. He’s changed so much been so stoic and cold with this behavior. I’ve even asked him. Why do you hate me so much when who wouldn’t think you’re not loved from that person it’s just too much and with his mental state hurting me even more has no clue or even care is to think how much is crushing my soul. I have to save myself. I had to block him and walk away. Is it truly that hard for him to come forward with actual action? No we only live 3 miles away and he’s still chooses to stay away and I think that’s the more heartbreaking point get over your ego get over your fear of rejection be accountable- the erratic energy is at all time high I no longer want to participate- the longer the time goes the worst he gets in the harder trust can even be established at this point. It’s truly devastating. The lesson with him was to finally choose myself and I am - he can act like he is punishing me but it won’t work anymore- I lost so much with this man in order to be with him and he wouldn’t do 1/8 of it and yet punish me- I don’t u detstand it and never will
We both Gemini moon and get our communication has never been good- 😂
Im not in the energy of revenge however, if i gave him a 2nd chance and i saw him deceiving me again... i wouldn't say a word. Id move accordingly. Might be suddenly moving out, might be having 100 partners unprotected and giving us both permanent health problems, might have a whole relationship behind their back and get married, might clean the joint bank account out