Not all husbands are bad or evil, and marriage and having kids are wonderful blessings. I can truly understand why your once desire for one of the things that God created us for changed after everything you went through, but please, don't let it keep you from having a full bless life of a true loving family.
The account is mythical. He couldn’t have survived jumping out of a speeding car. And then her husband and lover came to see her in the hospital. 😮 That was where I stopped listening.