6th of June was the last time I spoke to a toxic person, I've never taken drugs and I don't drink but trust me when I tell you this person was like poison to me in many ways.
Everyday I feel tempted to look at their social media to see what they're doing but I'm proud of myself for staying away and reminding myself that I'm worth more than how they treated me.
My closest friend is more then 9 months sober from alcohol and he even told me getting over a person is very similar to getting over drugs or alcohol.
This is what I hear when I listen to this song. It's like bleeding out, in pain, yet releasing that pain when you listen to the song. You're bleeding, but at the same time you're healing. It's weird, but at least I'm healing.
8 years clean from opiates, cold turkey self induced sobriety. Hang in there and walk your own path. Don't listen to these "recovery" fools, be stronger because you deserve more than an echochamber. You deserve true healing and change that comes from within, its tough but its worth it.
2021: Slow + Reverb