I do believe, they just convinced their selves, out of truth...no I am still open to any truth, I am a seeker of it, I just don't wait for it anymore. If it comes it does, if it don't come in a honest way, I cannot keep still. What ever a person wants they can have. Including me...😊🙏🕯️❤️🕯️🙏🦋🦋