We saw them sad, we saw them crying, fighting, screaming. Can we now see them kiss?
I think the ansgt is finally over, isn't it?
We saw them sad, we saw them crying, fighting, screaming. Can we now see them kiss?
I think the ansgt is finally over, isn't it?
How she found out about Kara was awful.. Lex is very good at manipulating Lena when she's at her most vulnerable- we've seen that time and time again. Also adding the fact when she discovered Kara was Supergirl she most likely remembered all those times during season 3 where Kara had James look in her vault, all those harsh comments toward her, etc- she then realised it was Kara all along.. Of course she would question whether Kara was truly honest in their whole friendship by all the conflicts with Supergirl, then there's adding all the other betrayals she has had through her life growing up with a family like the Luthors. She doesn't know how to deal with her feelings and puts them into little boxes until they eventually break out all at once.. Lena is a very deep character with many sides to her.. She isn't a villain, however neither is she a hero, she's merely a human with a brilliant mind, and brilliant minds have the habit of self destruction more.
Lena is also an extremely floored and broken character too: each time she begins to put her pieces back together again something happens to break her again.. You can only put yourself back together so many times before you just give up entirely.. I think she pretty much reached that point, Kara was just the final straw.
Now I'm not completely defending her actions, as our actions are out own and I'm glad she's owning that and admitting her mistakes now. I also felt sorry for Kara too in the sense that she didn't want to lose Lena. She left it too late.. However what irritates me is that people forget season 3. Even people who adore Kara as much as I do were getting pissy with her attitude towards Lena when it came to the kryptonite.. Treated her like a villain when she was Supergirl then was completely different as Kara. If I were in Lena shoes it wouldn't upset me that she didn't tell me - I'd most likely understand that part - what would upset me more is all the conflicts and disagreements I'd had with Supergirl because in reality it was Kara all along- I'd be questioning which side of Kara was real and which one was fake because I'm extremely insecure that way which is something I don't like to admit.
Seeing characters that I can relate to hits home for me. I've been left by every friend I've ever had, and I have always been quick to blame myself for everything that goes wrong. With Aspergers syndrome it has always made me feel disconnected from people with extremely high anxiety and depression since the age of twelve, however panic attacks began when I was around six, but back then I didn't know what they were and thought I was going to die the first time. I remember coming down the stairs and lying to my mom that I had a nightmare because I was scared and didn't know what was going on with me. When I see characters whom are flawed, I have the habit of reading into them in order to understand them more.. Mainly because I feel a connection with them more than people around me which saddens me. My one friend I have hasn't left yet, and she was pissed off when she discovered what happened with everyone else and how quickly I am to blame myself for it.. I'm very afraid of hurting her by mistake, however she is just as afraid of losing me, however I assured her that the only way she'd lose me is if she deliberately hurt me or used my self destructive past against me.. I can cut people off in a flash no matter how much it hurts me inside if they do something unforgivable.
This is where I see myself in characters like Lena and always hope to learn more about them. Just to make one thing clear AGAIN I am NOT defending her actions entirely. As I said before our actions are our own and we need to own them and take responsibility for them, even if we were manipulated into doing so- being accountable for your actions makes you a stronger person in the long run, and a better person at that mostly..
Before my comment becomes a mile long, which I presume it already is I shall finish with the "Supercorp" dilemma. 😂 I have simply adored them together for a few years, and the writers are beginning to irritate me.. They seem to make something look a certain way in order to attract more view's which is wrong and isn't going to end well soon. I've been writing for a while, and I'm not an expert in it as I'm self taught. I haven't been to school since I was twelve and due to the learning difficulties we were unaware l had I didn't learn anything when it came to grammar and spelling-- so, due to not having a tutor I decided to teach myself everything I know.. After the few hundred followers I gained I learned to listen to my audience, however also not to pine to them either. If they thought a storyline with characters was going a certain way, I'd tell them immediately that it wasn't instead of allowing them to get excited over something that wouldn't happen. So with that in mind I wish the Supergirl writers would just say "we're not going to do it" like the Once upon a time writers did and be done with it. People will understand, however if they keep teasing people they're going to lose even more views than before.
END OF RANT! Like to add that your videos are always excellent.. I like your music choices and editing style