I was a pathetic, spineless, miserable man. Even crawling through the mud in the pouring rain, my greed just kept growing without limit. I don’t even know when it started, but somewhere along the way, I lost my path. Drifting through the drunken haze of this sweltering city.
Even the beauty of a sewer rat stood out compared to how shitty I was.
Ah… here I go again, falling for someone. It makes me sad. It hurts. And still, I keep repeating it over and over. It’s so pathetic it makes me want to disappear. I know better, but I can’t stop myself. Go ahead and laugh at this love of mine.
I act like I want a normal, reasonable kind of love, but honestly, I’m desperate even for half-hearted warmth.
‘Maybe you’re not even human.’ ‘No… I’m more human than anyone.’
Just reckless excuses, self-destruction, and desperation
I was such a fool that even a clown who’d forgotten how to laugh could recover before me.
Ah… here I go again, turning mistakes into deliberate choices. Making a fool of myself, crying until there’s nothing left. Forget pointless arguments just pour me another drink. Even if I try to disinfect the wounds in my heart, pain’s still pain, and I’m still me. So laugh at me like I’m some absurd joke.
Even after carrying around so much guilt, I still crave more of the high. One, two — sing it! We’re all just failed creations anyway. No need to worry about me, I’m fine We’re fragile, turning to ash, everything falling apart… Yeah, after that, I don’t remember a thing.
Ah… here I go again, falling for someone. It makes me sad. It hurts. And still, I repeat it over and over. It’s so pathetic it makes me want to drink.
Ah… and again, I lie like it’s nothing. Loosening ties, reaching for someone’s skin. Drinking just to forget the shame I drank myself into. Even if the princess abandons me, I know better, but I can’t stop myself. Go ahead and laugh at this love of mine.
Pain’s still pain, and I’m still me… but please, try to understand me Please save me
さん、はい!(3杯)歌え俺たちゃ失敗(4杯)作
ご配(5杯)慮なら⼤丈夫
脆く灰(6杯)になり全部
なあなあ はい(7杯)、そこから覚えてません
syudouさんの言葉遊び気持ち良すぎる。