i started T today and i think i’ve had the psychological effect of my voice dropping because im no longer trying to keep it higher subconsciously and it’s so epic guys it’s worth living however long you need to to get the opportunity to change into who you are
My best friend (cis guy) was joking around and pushed me on my chest and honked it as a joke like i do it to him smtimes just for fun and then was like... "wait... i forgot that i cant do that with u" and that made me feel pretty cool as a pre t trans guy that he just forgot i even have a chest bc im so good at taking attention off it
My trans and gay awakening was just “Oh wait this guy is kinda hot. I want him to be my boyfriend. Wait no I want to be his boyfriend. Wait… IM A BOY?”
Help the barista called me madame at Starbucks today 😭 it actually like physically hurt. Idk why but the fucking formal old titles bring so much euphoria or dysphoria. Like there’s no in between.
3:44 Living scared is better than being dead or miserable all your life- whoever needs to hear it, PLEASE stay alive. We need you. ❤❤❤❤ Do whatever you need to keep yourself safe, but remember to live and let yourself breathe.
4:36 “it’s like you killed *deadname*” IS SO REAL. My mom always defends herself, my brother and father being a$$holes to me and misgendering me and deadnaming me because “we’re mourning who you were”. I’m literally the same person the only thing that changed was a name and pronouns.