I found out he was calling me the backup plan to his friends while I was planning our future together. Then I discovered Make Him Your Pet by Mia Ema Lopez, and reading it was like learning the psychological warfare tactics I should have been using all along. I stopped being his safety net and became his obsession - now hes the one afraid Ill find someone better.

18:35 ugh!!!!!

18:05 maybe not eat when you're talking to people? My god...manners....