i don't like it already,

I told Jungkook, "your my wife"
I am ten years older, i needed to rush through my entire life in education to protect his lifetime investment
he was 15 years old taking up an after school program that would unfold into a full career
he was faced with an entire fandom that would call him a fetus,
he looked around the group and realized there was no one for him as the new kids were coming in to say the same thing
"i must date someone outside the fandom," he told himself

just because he was my wife did not mean that he was any less a man,
i just had ten year advantage and lived in america that will find ways to have him spend it all
turned out I was not ready
at first i thought the half million dollar was too much for a house,
then after meeting the fandom of humans I realized that he needed a highrise apartment and to never leave his country because he couldn't afford his own self against his own fame and we should not have to hide in the basement, this is america and we cannot afford the fence because of his after school program

'i cannot imagine what you have been through, but we live in a world that seems to be stealing our lives in a world that used to challenge our morals, but now, your life proves that our future is now about salvation with no freedom. perhaps Asia took their hunger too far.

his company america or no would tell him that there are others out there in the world, focus on yourself... but no one told him that sometimes that is the only opportunity of love of someone who will actually love you beyond money, fame, or the shackles of reproduction.

i had wondered if i were the one for him, because life is completely different after leaving a lifestyle that was life consuming but none should allow it to consume our lives aside from those who chose it

i had watched a lot of bad things happen. one woman needed an out from her entertainer career and had married a stranger she trusted from her childhood, they both were treated like they were interrogated by the company and her family in trying to have them sign divorce papers. She later lost her freedom after someone had stolen children from her body.

I had looked at that young man and didn't want him in the company, but if he chose me then it is likely he was forced to watch my death not knowing that I didn't want him for children, fame, or money... but I did want a second opinion in a different country that was neither mexico or canada.

i had also watched 'black swan' it was a question about 'am i healthy enough to date,'... it was not about what anyone looked like or how old, but about making a decision about my happiness... but to why would any one of them consider someone 5-10 years older, divorced twice, two kids... is it because you found me on the back pages of the internet and i was likely suggested by the black hatters of the black pages of the internet... well, i suppose this is better than dying, besides so many said they were upset with the one i was with but i planned on staying with him and see what the world was like when i became 40 years old, and i didn't want to compromise my own children with a step father for them. Impossible... they were not talking to me, that is impossible...

is it because... the other men drooled in knowledge... addiction, she is an addicted in marriage. if you wanted a dedicated who was not in arelationship for your money, fame, someone who had learn to care beyond the addiction, then it is well she is in her 30s, but her history in life is so complicated that it is in her favor to leave your company when you are ready, but to sign the contract for five years was to put an end to the potential of being together, because at the end she saved her own life and told you to sell bawls so they are available at the gas station for hydration, and if i ever die... then... please do... remember me by draining my bawls while you filled your pockets with money...

i have moved on

please pay me well,

he never met her

she watched the online and wished them the best

to understand nature in what nature does, line the photos up... the child if any came from my body would look exactly like him.
my genetics are recessive, our child would look almost like you.

i had seen an adorable from a Dutch if you're looking for another adorable of yourself. but relationships are not supposed to be about wee children... but good luck with finding someone to not tell you no about how to spend your own money.

I was not okay with that moment of looking at your career and seeing that you would be upset telling me that 'you are not my mother,' yes, i know. i wanted to keep the relationship but your career was your choice, glad you kept it. I could not handle the fact that women will try to gain the relationship through temptation

sometimes we have to wait for the man to be ready

i had waited so long ago, but he was too young to be ready. I thought I found someone who was ready, he was older than the first... but in the end... he didn't know what he had lost

he had lost himself to his career, his fandom, and lost his life to money... may he some day find his time. it isn't until the lime lights fade that those around us may or may not be the one who will actually care, that's the information gained by the drug, fornication, and rock'n'roll groups.

if worse comes to worse.... he's asian. there is always arranged marriage to his ... cousins...