I feel the reading was spot on. Below I’ll give you my thoughts on each member’s reading. Long ass post I’m sorry I’m advance. It’s a whole novel again I’m sorry😅🫶🏽

Niall - Liam attended Niall’s concert 2 weeks before he passed. I feel he would have conflicted feelings because Liam was struggling mentally for a long time. He may have felt sorry for him but Liam did post on Snapchat that he was going to go his concert and wanted to talk to “square up a couple of things”. Niall is the second youngest of the group btw.

Louis - They hated each other at the beginning. If you watch old videos of early 1D, Louis was the one “bullying” Liam. I think because Liam was the “mature” one of the group at the time, I think Louis didn’t like Liam taking everything too serious. Louis is actually the oldest in the group. I think he was not happy with what Liam said about them from the Logan Paul’s Impaulsive podcast. Publicly he took his side but there would’ve been some bad blood deep down inside. During their time in the band, those two also had written heaps of songs together.

Zayn - Everything was spot on about his situation in the band. He wasn’t happy with the band’s musical direction. He felt they should’ve experimented with it. He also had no input so he decided to quit first. He develops an ED and Anxiety during his time 1D. They were all overworked. Liam and Zayn seemed to have had a good relationship during 1D and after. They had a lot in common. They were the same age (Zayn is a couple months older than Liam). Zayn had previously said that he was closest to Liam. Although they weren’t as close after Zayn left, I think Liam’s comments about him on Impaulsive podcast was not good at all. Liam did publicly apologise to Zayn publicly on Twitter. He also complimented Zayn’s new music last year on IG and Zayn replied quite positively. Zayn’s very private so not sure of his true feelings but the statement he made of Liam’s passing, I think he was truly heartbroken. I think 1D really affected Zayn and Liam publicly praised Zayn for his decision and showed support numerous times in interviews over the years.

Harry - Harry was the most popular of the group during 1D. Liam was originally the leader. Once management realised Harry was very popular within the group, they made him as the “leader”. Harry was also the youngest of the group. During 1D Harry was finding himself from what I can remember, he experimented with different outfits and grew his hair long. So I’m also not surprised of his feelings of Liam. And now he’s the most successful of the group followed by Zayn, Niall then Louis.

Liam - He was labelled “Daddy Direction” due to his mature attitude at the beginning of their career. He took things very seriously. He met Simon in 2008 on XFactor but was told to come back in 2 years. They met again in 2010 and well the rest was history. I feel Simon relied on Liam which is why there’s this controlling energy and dominance. Eventually Liam didn’t take things as serious as the beginning and bonded with the boys better. Both him and Zayn were the quietest of the group until they had come out of their shell. After 1D hiatus, I feel Liam struggled not just mentally but also with his solo career compared to the others. He had mentioned once in an interview that he was so used to people telling him what to do that he was not prepared for his solo career. He also stated that he was very insecure about himself and felt suicidal during 1D. Plus he was diagnosed with “multiple diagnosis” which contributed to his manic episodes. He struggled with substance abuse during and after 1D.

As a Directioner, these are my personal thoughts. I was always a Liam and Zayn girl since the beginning. Watching Liam through the years was a roller coaster from the good, the bad and the ugly. Watching him go from a “happy” teenager to a broken adult who was struggling all these years just makes me feel so sad. While Zayn on the other hand went from a happy teenager, to depressed and struggling both physically and mentally to now looking his healthiest and happiest. He’s done so well for himself. This year he finally spoke positively on 1D. He said in an interview that he was listening to their songs and reminiscing. Everyone had spoken of a reunion sometime in the future over the years except for Zayn but that was a huge step forward for the group. He suffered so much during their time and he was healing from it.

At the same time, we don’t know them personally. Whatever we see is what they want the public to see. We don’t know what goes on behind closed doors and what their opinions are/were. Just speculation from what they have shown us over the years. I just hope Liam has found peace and love wherever he is.

RIP Liam💜

41:33 sounds about right. Zayn said he wanted to get involved in song writing and have more input in decision making but he always felt he couldn't "Who am I? To say I think this is wrong or this is right?" The other guys had more music experience  louder and more confidence than Zayn. He was the ONLY member to at one point have his song writing rejected because "it wasn't our sound". Every other member had a song written by them included in the finsl album...only Zayn was excluded. As a team they could have included a Zayn song as a non-single to keep a good equal dynamics in group but they didn’t...zayn left for creative freedom and confidence in self and music just as much as he left for hid mental health. He was suffering through an eating disorder but at the time he didn’t realise it was an eating disorder.

Zayn was Muslim back then...he had lot of racism, xenophobic and islamaphobia.  He was blacklisted by Music industry for posting fr33 Pal3stin3 on twitter in 2014 when he was still in 1DIRECTION.

1D management was pro z^onist. Simon cowell,  B3n W_nst0n, James Corden, Harry styles, modest management,  x-factor, syco, Sony.

I'm only halfway through the video but everything you picked up during Zayn's reading sounds just about right. I was a bit surprised about Louis, I always thought they got along well. And, YES Liam was considered the dad/ leader of the group. The fans gave him the nickname "Daddy Direction" !!

I love the way you do readings. Would you please do one for Louis Tomlinson? Update on his energy at the moment , his career and love ?

Harry's butterfly tattoo...monarch 🦋 MK ultra

Liam and Niall did have a conversation last. In fact Liam said that he went to Argentina to Niall’s concert “to clear some things up.

Louis and Liam were the closest after the band. They spoke so highly of each other. I really don’t think they stole each other’s joy. I think Liam’s passing is going to push Louis to make some choices.

Liam WAS called “daddy direction” but not in a way that he was bullying them or anything he was just the most responsible at least at the beginning


For Harry’s “moving on but you weren’t ready” and I don’t know why this came up for his relationship with Liam but at the beginning of band Harry and Louis lived together and we are pretty sure had a romantic relationship but once 1D went on their first tour of America and the world by the time they came back it was clear they are going to make it big Harry was basically told to move. Louis and Harry were encouraged to separate and dial down their thing . Could also be about the end of 1D but I don’t think that went against his will, he definitely wanted to go solo and was encouraged.

I swear you are getting energies about how they felt about the breakup of 1D and not about Liam’s passing.

Liam did that to Maya (as far as what you said at the end)

You can' t convinse me that Liam was a bad person, very bad reading , the devil had a hand in this.

Liam was a sweetheart and also him and Louis were very good friends

zayns best friend in the group was louis. louis was hurting when z suddenly left. so he tweeted an indirect at zayns friend, naughty boy, and zayn ended up replying. leading to that bond coming to a close. but louis’ mom ended up passing a yr later. zayn was suppose to come to a performance in her honor for louis, but didn’t show up. louis did a interview last yr (or 2yrs ago), and said that z and him would have to run into eachother in order to have that talk. the funeral for liam was last week and in the pic, it seems z either called out for louis or louis looked over, and it was as if he saw a ghost. that was also their first time seeing eachother since he left the band 😓🤧

Liam was never an a-hole to anyone !!!