I had this composite conjunction with a guy I dated a few years ago. I was really convinced he was the 'one'. I learned the hard way he was possessive, insecure, controlling...Thank god it was just a brief few months. We became serious too fast, big mistake! I look back at this relationship and it is almost as if I was put under a spell or something...I just can't believe I felt that way about somebody so fast! Thank you for this video.
I wanted to add an observation based on what you mentioned. You said this can be non-physical, and this is true, however it doesn't mean it can't be sexual because sexual energy can be experienced and shared in nonphysical ways. Sometimes it just means you are intimate on other planes, and this can translate as sex dreams.
I've had so many Plutonian issues in my first relationship that I just ended a few months ago. I didn't actually realize how bad the issues were until the infatuation wore off and it wore off really quickly and drained me as fast as two or three months in. I have some Neptune contacts in my chart but had been aware of how I can idealize people and live in fantasies. I'm still on the process of grieving and it's interesting how even if you know you fantasize someone a lot, this aspect can make you feel like maybe this time, it's not a fantasy. Definitely something I would have to reflect on a lot about. I've been getting really tired of living inside the fantasies inside my head and i think it would be better for me to focus on improving reality. Thank you for this insightful video ❤
What if you approach it as such ? A highly spiritual union with no expectations ? I see him but I’m conscious of how the projection plays out . We have composite Venus conjunction Pluto as well so a wierd mix.
I was manifesting the most amazing partner. He came into my life and oh boy it was perfect!🙈 I watched Jewel and was hoping to be aware (composite sun conjunct mercury, neptune square moon) sun stellium in 7th moon in 5th. I did have strong intuitive feeling of “red flags” but I didn’t want to believe it. In synastry his Scorpio moon conjunct saturn and pluto conjuncts my Scorpio Venus, mercury and Uranus. He is super piscean with Ascendent, Venus and Mars there…I think he doesn’t lie consciously but more he’s living in fantasy and illusion on daily bases, he is the biggest victim of his life and I am supposed to accept his flaws because Universe wants us to be together! When Jewel says the truth will come out…it honestly does! In my case it took 3 years and I have gotten fed up! Jewel is always right! I still wonder what was this relationship meant to teach me.
I think I've figured out something about Neptune as a highly Neptunian person who has had almost exclusively highly Neptunian relationships (both positive and devastating). When there is a specific combination of Neptune, particularly involving luminaries, it's not always that what you're seeing is a projection of your own fantasies. That's a part of it, for sure, but...I find that I mostly see people's true self. The self beyond this realm and beyond the personality. Very clearly. (Because I'm also Plutonian I can also see the pain and trauma very clearly as well). And in the relationships that have had a ton of hard Neptune (and Pluto usually too lol), that fact is actually stronger...
The problem is that this is not conducive to relating here on Earth. People are not (solely) our higher selves; we are a mixture of higher, lower, demon, angel, conscious, shadow, child, sage, and everything in between. More importantly, the personality that's projected here on Earth based on karma, conditioning, self limitation, and ego REALLY has nothing to do with the higher self lol. Neptune often initially bypasses all of those other things. So it's not necessarily that what was seen was a lie, in fact what was seen may have been the ultimate Truth. But being a human being is about embodying all kinds of characteristics and traits that are damn near designed to fall short of that.
When you can finally see all of that, if you can actually love the person who is still in the wheel of Samsara like every single one of us, then you know you've come to embody the FULLEST sense of Neptune which is all encompassing love that encapsulates and appreciates all of those traits, NOT bypasses them. Sometimes that will mean the person/personality isn't actually compatible with who you are as a person/personality. And you may have to let them go. That's okay, though. The love that was experienced was meant to remind us of the Truth of things that exist beyond this plane and all around it. So then the best use of Neptune while in active incarnation is a grounded and practical one - this is how we live Enlightened lives (this is the actual balance between the Virgo/Pisces axis).
We have Sun conjunct neptune, Sun conjunct Saturn, Saturn conjunct neptune and Uranus(Capricorn 6th house) and Moon Conjunct Pluto (Scorpio) in the IC. Since we started I definitely have seen a change and he isn’t exactly what I thought in the beggining, but in some way This makes me feel better, to see his flaws. Can’t say I’m happy with the insight you gave on this aspect, but im grateful. I’m pisces, I need to always keep my eyes (not my heart) open. 😂
I have this with a friend and she projects so much on me and I feel so uncomfortable and no matter how many times I try to clear things up she just ignores it. I’m not really sure how to handle it because it’s really too much
Jewel, can you make a video on sun opposite Neptune composite and also include some information abt the orb allowance of this aspect? Would be grateful