Living by the words of Tom Cardy: "Repress it!"

I don't bottle them up. I live through them. Without saying

I learned helplessness and let my complex PTSD develop

Inside all of us is a little black hole that sucks up all our emotions.  As it gobbles up our fee fees, it radiates out spontaneous meltdowns that we make everyone else feel, innocent and guilty alike.

Pippa should try night cruising with her firebird. Not drive fast but you just go around in silence and you hear your car "talk" to you. Rev it up abit. Works with me IDK

Bottling up content for stream.

That works in your early twenties until the cancer hits in the 40s. So maybe not do that. There are emotional regulation techniques you can use to save yourself the headache.