Its hard accepting that these times will never come back

People who, instead of abandoning the thing that causes their loneliness, increasingly fuel it even more in their solitude, should be celebrated. For a person's duty is only to become even more alone when they are alone.

Title describes my situation perfectly

But still remain forever...

The fog seems to be everywhere...

I would love to go back, but I never will

23 and I'm pretty comfortable where I am right now, I just know that I don't want to make roots in this town so naturally I'm not bonding with anyone because of this purpose. Still, some nights I'm haunted by dreams with someone who I loved the most and abandoned me, in this same town 3 years ago... I've dreamed with her this very own night and it's really painful sometimes.

V, I already forgave you, despite you've never asked for it too

those days are sure gone huh

this time i'm putting the bell on "on". i'm sick of not getting these in my feed and i reget that it's only now i discover how useful the bell is

Yeah i miss my childhood…

cuando van a llegar los dias buenos, mis dias buenos... cuanto falta.

22 and trying to just process everything man. Sometimes i feel so alone but we all have our adult lives to live and that's the hardest pill to swallow.

Those days are gone...

hard to forget

You know when people say that whatever you wish for, you'll first get the opposite so you'll appreciate the thing you wished for when you get it? There's a downside to that, when you start to wonder if you'll ever get it...I wished to be in a meaningful relationship, I've met girls that were so out of touch with their feelings, I've a met girl who cheated on her best friend's brother, I've met hateful women and I've met friendly and kind women, that I've misinterpreted their kindness for flirting. Of course I cherish the last ones, they made feel that I was being seen, you know as guys, we don't really get that.... So now I don't know anymore, I don't know if I bother someone if I talk to them or when they're being nice, if they want to know me more or not. I've felt every feeling but love, so how do I see it? How many more mistakes or awkward situations? Fuck man, I don't want to be alone...

your so real for the title

Pray for me

Very nicely done in terms of more Silent Hill music

Personally................... I just those good days were still here

As opposed to it being more bad days

If anything............... I just want those times where existence made sense and didn't make it to where I was lost and confused 24/7

But what do I know?

Not much more to say! God bless and have a nice life

Was top of my class, together with my first love, had a BMW... life was simple. One heartbreak later and I sold my car and moved to a different country. I'm still trying to get back to where I was mentally, physically, financially, and spiritually.