morn and moan is genius, I will be taking inspiration

Nick as a Virgo homebody going through an isolation episode lol these videos are really speaking to me

That poop on the street is why my boyfriend insists on no shoes in the house. And we are in Orange County where everything is pretty and clean.

Buddy, I hope this isn't presumptuous of me to say, but... I think the paranoia may be related to the grief. Losing your dad is like the ground shifting beneath your feet. I lost my dad when I was around your age, and it makes you feel completely unmoored. I think this is true no matter how close you were or weren't. And with that comes a feeling of unsafety. It's a surprisingly physical feeling. I remember in the summer after he died, I'd be walking with headphones in (in a very, very safe part of Toronto) and I would just feel so paranoid and keep looking over my shoulder, as though someone was sneaking up behind me. I had never really felt that before.
I was reminded of that listening to you describe your paranoia and your dad's death. This sounds super trite, but it might be helpful to talk to someone, like a therapist.
I feel so weird talking about something this personal in a random internet comment, I can't imagine how you must feel sharing stuff in your videos. I wasn't going to comment but you just seem so lonely. I hope you're okay.

Sorry for your loss.

I’m yoursssss 😩😩😩😩 I’m not even g**y why don’t you have more views this is crazy

Hey, it's great to see you've posted the new video. I watched the sewing one a few hours ago.
Being sober for so many days is an achievement, but I believe you can do much better.
Those paintings were always in the background. I was very curious about them. Thanks for sharing what's on the paintings.
I'm glad you're having fun filming for us because I'm having fun watching.
Take care and greetings from Nick to Nick 😅

0:11 I just knew it.

Word centric art is good. Moan & Mourn are powerful, especially, with your definitions.  Excellent💙

Hey Nick, nice seeing more of you. Maybe later, seeing a little fit more would be fine. haha

Your are SO cute its addicting to just watch you do things. I adored watching you prepare coffee.

looking good

0:38 content is IMPORTANT. It plays with your mind a lot. I am ditching stressful stuff because it gives me anxiety. I realised. Instead I watch fun skits to laugh. Doing that, it changes my mood for the better... I feel optimistic and I have much less crazy intrusive thoughts that cause me stress.

1:58 I had similar piercings and it was absolutely fine. I think you ll be alright unless you lived somewhere with dirt and maggots everywhere. I really doubt that.
So... you might want to forget about piercing the other ear if you are already stressed out now with one pierced ear.

3:18 I know. I hate that too. If you have a dog, you pick it up. Think of others.

4:36 no... it s fine, seriously. That's an interesting point though, smart phone creators could rethink that when they make apps and softwares.
In the future, keep your phone close to yourself when using it. Just in case.


4:40 oh I don't think it s stupid. I actually think it must be difficult for you. Truly.

5:02 I wouldn't. 🙃


5:50 I dunno. I guess it s possible. In France coffee is strong, no matter what so I don't notice a huge difference but that would make sense.

7:36 f**k that. You have a deep beautiful voice. Beautiful!

7:54 I was thinking that. You suceeded. It was great and rich in audio flavour 😄 Even the hand movements were relaxing as you pointed etc...

8:25 I always think of my health and what I put in my body when I eat/drink something, that keeps me on the right track.


8:55 I love your little chats.
I miss the old videos. Come on, the antique store videos were great and ASMR in a way 😁 and there s always nice background music in your videos.





See you later 🤙🏻

Hi Nick , live alone too , has its ups and downs ! Mostly ups 🏳️‍🌈👍

Hey Stud!