no relationship , no smoking no nothing just depressed but this heavenly feeling listening to CAS is immaculate

Listening to this cuz of college making me feel miserable, I'll make sure to comeback to this post once i finish college see ya'll in 3 years I guess

Laying on a roof top rn watching stars as moonlight hits my face with this is just wow

i wish i could wake up from this nightmare but i can't , knowing that losing you was not my nightmare but the reality .

I think the scariest part about my depression is that I will constantly fall the the lowest after pushing myself to the highest.

I think the saddest part about having depression is no matter how happy you are that feeling is still there ready to sneak up on you. I don’t like this feeling. I know I have a future I’m just scared and I’m doing my best :(

How is it possible to miss someone you’ve never met? This playlist explains it perfectly.

My father passed away on a rainy day, it was full and heavy rainy day even the day we buried him but somehow as the months passed the sound of rain became comforting there's always rain when something good happens to me so it does feel like a hug from him, I miss him a lot

I fall asleep to this every night now. It’s just so good.

stop waiting and apocalypse are such summer nights songs i cannot lie

0:00 - Stop Waiting
6:35 - Apocalypse
11:47 - K.
17:30 - Cry
22:02 - Heavenly

who in 2026 ?

This was the playlist I played for you while you fell asleep. But now, this is the song that I listen to when I'm missing you. Our thing became my thing...

6month update— Thanks guys! Appreciate the kind words, it gets better. Occasionally I still think of him in a good light in my memories, but I’m moving on. Whatever you are going through, time will heal, it might take a long time, but we will be okay❤.

Dear person who is reading this,

Hey, you. Yes, I’m talking directly to you. I know that life can feel overwhelming sometimes, that your mind may be filled with voices insisting that you’re not enough, that you don’t deserve love, that you need to be a certain way to be accepted. But I want you to know none of that is true.  

You are an incredible human being, and your existence has value. It doesn’t matter how many mistakes you’ve made, how many doubts fill your mind, or how many hardships you’ve been through. You are still worthy of love, of rest, of forgiveness. Guilt can be a cruel burden, but it doesn’t have to be your eternal companion. Your past does not define your future.

We live in a world that teaches us to measure our worth by unrealistic expectations. But the truth is, you don’t need to meet impossible standards to be enough. Your existence alone is already a miracle. And no matter how much loneliness tries to convince you otherwise, you are never truly alone. Look up at the sky—see how it stretches endlessly. Somewhere, someone else is looking at it too, feeling emotions just like yours. Human connection is real, even if you don’t see it right now.

I want you to allow yourself to rest. I want you to eat, drink water, and take care of yourself as you would take care of someone you love. Do not let your pain define your journey. Your body is a temple, no matter its shape, size, or the marks it carries. Your mind is a vast universe, full of possibilities. Your heart, even if wounded, still beats, still longs, still loves. Don’t let it be silenced by the shadows.

If darkness whispers that you don’t belong in this world, remember:

This world is yours just as much as anyone else’s. If you don’t feel like you belong anywhere, then create your own space. Build your own peace, even if it’s a slow process, even if it takes time. You have that right.

Your voice matters. Your feelings matter. Your pain is not a burden to those who truly care about you. Allow yourself to speak, to seek support, to be heard. And above all, allow yourself to live—not just exist, but truly live.  

Be kind to yourself. The world already has enough hostility. Give yourself the love you’ve always wanted to receive. Be patient. Your path is unique, and you have the strength to walk it.  

I’m happy that you exist. Never forget that.

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Need help?

USA:
- Call 988 (Lifeline Suicide & Crisis)

Brasil:
- Call 188 (Centro de Valorização da Vida)

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Need advice on something? Hit me up on Discord App:
- User: i7ven

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Nice to meet you, my name is Yoshio, I'm a little boy who suffered through many difficult situations, I grew up suffering a lot, but I'm standing tall and following with faith.
I'm inviting you to meet me on the Discord app, I'll be sending you a message with something like an emotional diary, you'll choose numbers and I'll deliver them to you!
If you want any help or advice, you can contact me on Discord!

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I moved from my parents house back in 2019 to other city to go to college. Every 2 months i go back to that city by a bus drive (that usually take the entire night), is hard to fall sleep sometimes in the way back. i miss living with them, but when i was there i wanted to move so bad bc how toxic it was, and its all nostalgia, i know it. Cigarettes After Sex always helped me all these years to sleep in the bus in my way back, even with a messed up mind, having to face the reality again. Just thank you, thank you very much

it is miserable to feel emptiness and crave for love , eventually you realise world is mean and full of pain. No one truly cares about you its just a give and take relationship that hold us beneath. 🙂

So many people praised this book Manifest the Unseen by Luna Rivers that I finally had to see for myself. No regrets whatsoever this book genuinely opened my eyes. Manifestation finally makes sense, and the changes Ive experienced are incredible. It deserves all the recommendations its getting. Don't sleep on this!

I miss us , i miss his smile ... his gentle looking face...his sunset eyes .. the warm hug ... And him calling me his dearest . 10:28

Love the comments on these types of videos. Brutal honesty yet it feels wholesome and replies are heartwarming.

Today here 0:18