It was supposed to be me and you.

oh my M, why couldn’t it have been you… my hearts aches every single second of the day, and the scars you left on it still bleed; i miss you so much even though i know i shouldn’t, even though it’s irrational, i can’t help it

Wherever you are I still madly love you

i genuinely miss him so much, i took him for granted, he literally changed for me, we dated one time before this and he did nothing to make a effort so i broke up with him, we ended up getting together again and he made me so happy and made me feel like i could actually be loved and be myself but i had to mess it up, i just wanna talk it out with him to see if we can figure something out, i’d do anything to go back to our summer walks in town, our gas station trips and his unconditional trust with me, he told me things about himself and backstory i’d never tell another soul even if he betrayed me, i miss laughing with him, i miss being comfortable in my own skin, i miss his big blue eyes, i miss the one person who really got me, i’d do anything to hug him right now, he did everything with me and i just threw him away because he wasn’t a good person, even though hes the only person who was my person, the only person who really got me, he stayed with me after seeing me get all sweaty from summer or doing sports, he saw me without makeup on, he saw me in my ugliest pjs, he saw me cry, he saw me laugh, he saw all my awkward stages before this when i was younger, he saw me sleep, he saw me comfort my friends, he genuinely just saw me and i cant believe were not together anymore, i cant help but think we were meant to be, the conversation flowed for hours, he made me laugh no matter what and now he definitely makes me cry because i lost him, i think im still in love with him but i hurt him, i have to accept he wont stare at me from across the room, he wont buy me roses, he wont protect me from men on the street, he wont walk to stores with me in town, he wont have long conversations with me, he wont watch me sleep on call, he wont think about me anymore and it genuinely hurts so bad, he is my first love and i think a part of me will always love him.

I was over him but know I want him more than anything for some reason😞💔

Being just Friends again is hard

Does he know that he means the world to my I would actually kill myself for him I love him so much his gaze his hair his hair the way he makes me smile his smell I just love him but there always someone better :)..

I’m not sure what hurts more. The fact he left me for his ex, came back, left, and is now trying to come back, or the fact I wish I had friends like he does..

I miss you my love. I hope you're happy and smiling a lot more :) I'll always love you m <3

lmaoo, he was all i got but i took that for granted wayy to seriously. now i can't reverse anything anymore because i can't go back to the way it was even if i wanted to. he was the light, spark and the star in my life. i even snuck out for the first time because of him. i had felt confident for once in my life with him. i hadn't or need to force a fake smile or pretend to like him. i geniuenly liked him. i really did. he was the highlight of my life. he saved me from suicide and he was there when i needed him the most. but i was such a bad person, a GIRLFRIEND to HIM. i feel like i was struck by lightning. i pushed him away and we dont talk now. he has a girlfriend now.. so, to whoever his girlfriend is, i wish you the most happy days with him and i just have to say, you are one lucky girl for having him like i mean he has all you could want in a guy. like well mannered. man of god. tall. kind. handsome. and oh his voice. i miss him so much but i know i shouldnt. damn, wish i could reverse back to the day when we started talking. its been like 1 year now and i still yearn for the smallest and bits of him. anyways, wish you all have a great sleep. 31|10|25, Friday.

This one guy started talking to me and we held hands and hugged but we werent in a relationship yet. He would tell all of his friends and all of my friends how much he loved me and how he was going to ask me out. We would support each other through the hard times and made sure the other was ok. The day after we held hands and smiled like it was the best thing ever, he asked out another girl and completely forgot about me. We still occasionally talk but he still has apologized, that happened 4 months ago

4 years of a relationship for nothing just for me to be be ghosted out of the blue and forgotten, I haven't cried am in years, I feel like a part of me is gone and I will never get it back, now I blame myself for everything bc I trusted him with everything and let my guard down and I refuse to do it again he was my everything and it's gone now🥲 I'm totally fine tho I'm definitely not DYING EVERYDAY

1.25 is soo real I miss my  M sooo much

I still madly love u jax. 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢

To all the people who hurt the people in the comment section, not only did you make them hurt, but you also managed to hurt all the people in their life who loved them…. Thank you so much…. For nothing!

Even though you hurt my heart
Even though you didn't mean it
Even though you make excuses
I still get butterflies every time I see you
Every time I hear you, I blush
You where the one boy that I thought that liked me, for me
But I guess it doesn't matter because I was meant to be nothing, right?
Even though you "liked" me for a year
Even though you made my skin turn to fire when you touched me
Even though you didn't understand my joke
I still like you.
Even though we both messed up, who said sorry?
Who actually cared?
Me.
Because I loved you.

He left me 7 months ago and I can’t love again he came back I felt loved again then he left me today because my freind done something to ruin are rs.

Ok so well, I like this guy and we dated but he dated my bsf and he got sick of her and went back to me…and well I guess I let my heart free because idk why…I love him, I still do. But now I see I was just an escape for him.  I wasn’t rlly special, I was just smth for him to use and leave…I’m now feeling like I’m overly clingy and I need to separate….like what type of person still have feelings for their ex and tries to get their affection but try not to be obvious and rude abt it….ugh I hate myself idk wat to do anymore

I miss him already. It’s only been a few hours. After my game k was excited he texted me. After reading I started hating myself. It’s not his fault.

I still remember the day he said he liked me, he should’ve just kept it at that. I loved him. He only liked me. I told my mom about him, and my older brother. I broke up with him, he hurt me more than love me. He made me cry more than he made me smile. Now, we always bump into each other. It’s like I’m being punished. I love God, but it just feels like he gives me the best week and then punishes me. I honestly feel like God is leaving me. I always believe everything is for a reason, but I genuinely love him. I had to cry silently while my mom yelled at me the same day he broke my heart.