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And if you're going through something hard right now: you don't have to be okay. You're welcome here.🍀

I work with a woman and her husband died when their child was finishing elementary school and is now an adult.  She told me that in her mind, she is still married.  So when I see her, I listen while she talks about her husband because I can see that is helps her.  Your channel is a great place where you can express your feelings because others can understand and relate.  You and your husband have a wonderful son who will soon be entering a very chaotic stage, puberty. It's good that you still communicate with your husband while you're raising your son, and that you're so strong.  You are helping others too with your videos.

Hello 👋 :_Bee:
I imagine it must have been hard for you to relive these moments and share with us your experiences and thoughts after your husband passed 🙏
You have much strength and courage, more than you know.

I know it's hard to keep living with such grief and sadness but finding purpose gives you strength to move forward, and raising your son is that purpose, and you're doing well 😊

Praying for peace and comfort in your heart and happiness with your son, blessings upon you both 🙏😊

I cried watching this. Its an utterly heartbreaking situation and I am so sorry you've had to endure this terrible loss. 🫂❤️ The love hasn't died. It never will. Your son is the beautiful gift your husband left you. And he is the way forward...and a reason to allow yourself to feel again and laugh again. I know its so hard because what you lost is  irreplaceable. Im glad the load of the grief is feeling less heavy each year. Maybe once it enveloped you. Possibly now is it a suitcase? Maybe in the coming years it might feel more like a purse when the time is right for that. Always there, but not heavy enough to hold you back. All in good time. In your own time. Its so personal. Have you ever tried visiting a grief support group? It might help. Thank you for sharing your experience. What a meaningful video. You are so inspiring and brave. You never know who might be helped by seeing your journey here. It may help another woman to not feel so....alone. Keep trying ❤🫂

A very deeply moving story. I so wanted to give you a hug and say you will be ok. I understand to a degree your deep profound grief and how it feels to recall the emotions of such a tragic event. The shock you would have felt from something so unexpected. I am so glad you felt able to share this with us. It truly helps to say those things out loud. I grieved as a child when my mother died slowly and painfully in 1970 while people in my church celebrated her death as gods will. It still causes pain to this day but as you continue on your journey with your son more memories are created and the happy times can ease the pain. The grief is a companion but it changes over time. Sending heaps of love.❤❤❤

I went through depression for a long period of time and it was difficult to talk to other people about it. The biggest step I took was talking to my Doctor, who referred me to specialist health services. I haven't looked back ever since. Obviously, your experiences are more painful and emotional compared to my issues. Don't keep this pent up inside, as it will only get worse. Please talk to someone. You can then go forward with your life. You are not alone. Wishing you and your son all the best.

Dearest friend. So much reminded me of when my son passed away.  It was sudden and a shock. I do not remember his memorial, I'm told a lot of people came.  I have a memory box full of cards, messages but I've never opened it.  They gave us money for him, he's been gone 10 yrs and I've never touched it.  What kept me going?  His sister and my granddaughter that knew him for a few months. They adored each other. Your right the grief never goes away, his birthday is next week and it's hard. We go to a bakery and pay for others birthday treats in his memory.  Still my heart aches.  Yes, take it 1 day at a time and make memories with your son.  Teach him his dad's ways and memories.  Glad he reminded you.. mom, I'm here holding you too.

Life has to go on, I know is painful, stay strong🙏

Ohayou Mama-San! 😀

You are doing the right thing, learning to live with the grief of loss. Many of us have been to the same place. The feeling of the loss will always be there to some degree, but the intensity fades after time. This does not mean the love fades with it, it just means the memories are not as painful anymore, and those memories can now bring smiles when you reflect on them. You will eventually reach that same place too and it will become a part of your own personal history.

What you are doing here on YouTube is learning to release that grief little by little, by sharing it with people who have experienced it also. You are learning that your life is not as shattered as you thought it was with the people who have learned the same thing. You also have a bright ray of sunshine in your life with your son who gives you a reason to feel joy in life, and who also surprises you with personality traits that you thought were unique to your late husband. Your husband still lives through him and you are seeing this little by little as he grows, and you are doing an excellent job of raising him.

I hope you can find some comfort in these words and continue to grow with your son as you are doing now. There was no internet when I experienced my losses in life and had to learn to cope with it by myself. At least here, you have the support of people who can share with you things that might be helpful for you.

Arigato itsumo, for sharing with us and I hope you have a wonderful weekend with your son. 😃💐🍀 Mata ne! ✨

A really very emotional video. A very sad subject. I think when a person you've loved very much, he never just walks out of his own life. In your memory, he lives on. That's good. Take good care of yourself and your son.Greetings from Tokyo today❤

Hi Alone. Thank you for your video. Your journey is not easy but your son kicking you was saying, "Mummy, don't abandon me. I am here for you." A lot of people all over the world are rooting for you. I sincerely, from the bottom of my heart, wish you and your son all the best and may both of you prosper in all that you do. With much love from Singapore.

Dear Mom, ❤️🥹🫂

Your story touched the deepest part of my heart. No mother should have to face such heartbreaking pain while carrying a little life within her. The empty place beside you, the tears no one could see, and the strength it took to continue each day are things words can never fully express.

Yet, even through the darkest nights, you kept moving forward, one little step at a time, holding on to the precious life growing inside you. 🌷❤️ Your son is blessed to have a mother whose love continues to shine even through her deepest sorrow.

Please remember, Mom, you don't have to be strong every moment. It's okay to cry, to miss him, and to take life one day at a time. May you and your precious son find gentle mornings, peaceful nights, and countless little reasons to smile again. 🌈🕊️

Your story is not only one of heartbreak; it is also a story of a mother's courage, a love that never disappears, and a new life filled with hope. I sincerely salute your strength, Mom. May happiness slowly find its way back into your heart, and may you and your son always be surrounded by kindness, warmth, and love. ❤️🌸🙏

I'm really sorry that he's gone :,(. At least he is always there for you and your son no matter what, you teo deserve better

It’s hard to move past the mourning stage of such a great loss when you are one with that one you loved. There’s a mutual soul tie that formed in Union upon marriage, that when it is severed, feels like your heart is being ripped right out of your chest.

Still, Time helps to heal, although not much  but anything is better than nothing isn’t it…

I shared with you before that if it were not for my faith in Christ I would not be here in the land of the living.
I would have given up and ended it all.
He is my Savior, my strength, my fortress and without Him, I’d be lost forever.

I’m so glad you’re still here among us in the land of the living.
You’ve inspired and edified us so and we are so thankful for your compassionate and loving heart that spills out  to overflowing in every video🙏

Thank you, Momma Alone. Thank you for enduring ♥️🌹

Un vídeo conmovedor,  una historia conmovedora. Cuánto dolor si miras a tu pasado, cuánta esperanza si miras al futuro. Me alegra que seas capaz de contar estos hechos y estos sentimientos tan íntimos: creo que el poder hablar de ellos indica que estás sanando, que estás haciendo frente a tu dolor y que este ya no te paraliza.
Y yo me alegro mucho por ti (y por tu hijo). Ver cómo vas siendo cada vez más "fuerte" es una verdadera delicia.
Gracias por compartir tu historia. Ha sido una verdadera delicia.
Que tengas una feliz semana.

Hello, dear friend! Six weeks after my father passed away, I found out I was pregnant with my daughter. That kept me from spiraling into unbearable grief. Mt faith in God sustained me.

I thought it was very apt for you to film on a train. The loss of your husband caused a chain reaction much like a runaway train. There was nothing in your control. But look where you are now!!! Look at your growing son! You have taken charge of both your lives and managing the course of your life. You are.so different from your first video. Heaven is proud of your accomplishments!

Therapy helped me get over it. Be grateful your son didn't experience it.

Life is difficult and unpredictable. You need to stay strong and focused to challenge it and raise your son.

Buenas noches desde Madrid,primero quiero agradecerte que nos elegiste para contar tu historia , creo que fue dificil contarnos algo tan personal.Cariño ,sufriste mucho ,demasiado para una persona joven y pasar por todo el proceso del funeral te afecto tanto  y parece que tampoco te lo pusieron facil tus familiares.Para mi tampoco fue facil pero mis hijos ya eran adultos asi que organizamos todo muy rapido ,la misma noche y el siguente dia lo despedimos solo nosotros 4 ya que no teniamos familia en España .Esto si nos costo 10 000 euros la tumba de mi marido y trabajando lo pagamos en cuotas en un año.Es dificil cuando se va alguien muy querido pero la vida sigue ,asi que te mando un abrazo con mucho cariño ,tienes que ser fuerte por tu hijo y por ti 😘😘😘😘❤

I am!  Going through it! The same Way!