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Anyhowww as per tradition here are a few of my favorite quotes, lines, excerpts, whatever you want to call them idk but all I know is that they were speaking to me!
- To See With Love You Are My Example -
"I don't want to absorb your light, but stand beside you" I genuinely love this so much and it's such a nice way of describing healthy relationships!
"Two stars tucked so closely into each others soul it cannot be possible to separate their existence in the scope of mankind's vision" This one is speaking to me since ngl I would kill to find love like this, and also I feel at the end it brings up some good food for thought on how society's view on relationships/monogamy has changed.
"I want you to be, and I want to love that being" Once again just a super lovely way of describing true unconditional love 🤍
"Let me have a place to just look, watch you live and see the life you choose everyday I want you as simply as that" I enjoyed this little segment since like a few of the previous lines I've quoted it's just a really nice outlook on love! Like you aren't trying to change them and how they conduct their life you're just wanting to see and appreciate how they go about life! Which imo is love like how can you say you love someone if you're trying to change them, like you obv don't love them you love the idea of them not the reality.
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- My Hearts Oxygen -
"But hope was my hearts oxygen" I fk with this since it's just facts
"I simply learned admitting a truth doesn't mean it'll stop being true, that if I own up to reality it'll grow softer" Truth can indeed hurt and ignorance can indeed be bliss but avoiding the truth only prolongs the pain since like you said "if I own up to reality it'll grow softer". Also I forget where I saw this quote but I feel it's rather fitting to what I think you're getting at "What you resist persists, while what you accept you can transform".
"The person who I used to be had a way of walking through life that'll never again have come naturally" I mean we change, people change, the world changes, nothing is the same as it was yesterday so why compare your self to someone you can never be again?
"I don't yet know why everything I do makes me all the more aware of the things I didn't" I feel this is because the more you do things the more you start to question the reasons for why you didn't do those other things. But it honestly imo isn't a negative feeling but more a learning like now you know you can do those things why not do them?
"I abandoned myself for love a long long time ago" If you need to "abandon" yourself to feel loved by someone, and this goes back to a previous quote but maybe they don't truly love you they just love the idea of you. Like you should never abandon yourself for someone else and you don't need to there are almost 8 billion people on this planet the chances of not finding someone who truly loves you for you are slim! May take some time but good things come to those who wait!
"love is a treatment not just a sentiment" This just makes me think of the truly timeless quote "actions speak louder than words"
"And I will drown a happier me who's hearts oxygen no longer survives off hope alone" Such a lovely way to tie it all together 🤍
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- How My Love Is Limitless Confined By This Mortal Realm -
"They say love is in us all, I harbor too much of it's essence where it's just an overabundance of heartache that wont stop, it fucking consumes my soul" I'm tying this quote and the next together since they go hand in hand.
"And so I see two paths ahead of me, one where I embody it's purpose and find a home in its assured promise land, or I end up chasing momentary highs and all too many vices to feel the suffering a little less" It's hard to be someone who longs for that one connection that soothes your soul, especially when all your previous attempts have left you in pain and while momentary highs can and speaking from experience most definitely dull the suffering it's only temporary and they'll leave you in a worse place then where you started. So it's a brutal tradeoff and neither option is free from pain but at least in my eye's love will always prevail, and any pain love causes you is it actually saving you from more later one.
"I'm always wasting away in it's tracks, like some hunter who isn't very good at what they do" Sometime you just have to let things come to you naturally instead of going out of your way to find it.
"Somehow the closer I get to the light the more darkness creeps in" The closer to light you get the more pronounced the darkness becomes but that doesn't need to mean there is more darkness just that you can see it better.
"Limitless caged by our own nature" Or are we caged by our society and the expectation put on us by it and others?
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- My Mothers Gift -
(I wanted to try a new format not the bulletins)
This poem was honestly so lovely, like the lines "My Mom told me it was beautiful, and requested I read her another", and "Again she said I was so good with expressing myself, how she wanted it printed in a physical form" are truly so sweet like nothing beats that kind of love and appreciation! And then the line "It was quite lovely I dare ruminate, sharing my heart even when most of it was sorrowful" ughhh like just feeling seen and having your feelings accepted regardless of what they are is indeed such a lovely feeling and is another example of what being truly loved for you should look like!
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- Loves Void -
"Pick who your loves goes to more wisely" I really like your answer to this since it's true "love is love" and love doesn't abide by some formula that you can calculate and determine the outcome with, it's love!
"How I may change with the seasons, but my love will remain" I just find this line really pretty, and very factual haha!
"I love so deeply I disappear inside it's unknown dimension" I liked this since it took me back to your "Love is Love" line and how love is unknown it's not something you can quantify but also how love is such a crazy emotion and how easy it is to get lost in it's unknown depths
"For the Plot extra cred points" I just thought this was kind of funny haha!
"Waiting to happen upon the love that lasts" Aren't we all, aren't we all.
"One sided love makes the strongest human break at some point" I feel like you hit the nail on the head here, like preach!
"It makes me feel selfish and wanton" There is nothing selfish about wanting to be loved. Everyone deserve love, and people who appreciate, and accept them for them and there isn't anything selfish about that at all! It's in our dna to not want to be alone, so don't feel bad about being human!
"It feels as if something is off, like possibly my love isn't enough to fill the void" Your love will always be enough 🤍
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Thank you so much for this video, as I've always said you're a wonderful and incredibly expressive writer and I'm beyond thrilled that you feel safe and welcomed enough to share your writings! Since your work has always given me so much food for thought and has helped me find the words to describe some of these emotions I'm also feeling, but I also find great comfort in them since it helps me not feel like I'm broken for feeling the way I do! So truly truly truly thank you for this series, and please know that you'll always have a stage to recite your work on as long as my soul dwells in this realm! Anyhow I hope you sleep well, take care, much love, and the fit is super cute 🤍🖤 (Also monkey is a characterrrr lmaooo I love her)