Connor Murphy took himself from a socially inept nerd to one of the most successful fitness influencers on YouTube, only for his thrill-seeking lifestyle to lead him to do substances that permanently destroyed his mind and made him think he was God. Over the course of five years, Connor turned his self-destruction into content – that is, until it landed him in a jail cell in Thailand for beating his girlfriend with a golf club. This is his story.

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