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0:00 – Introduction: The pure devotee and his human dealings
1:04 – Holding two realities of Prabhupada together
1:49 – Prabhupada's grief over his son and family regrets
2:14 – Confessions of arrogance to Abhiram Prabhu
2:30 – "Tamal, please encourage me" — a preview
2:40 – Weeping and seeking forgiveness from godbrothers
3:15 – Human pastimes embellish his character
4:07 – A householder's struggles: business, family, old age
5:00 – "Purity can wait but love cannot"
5:46 – Krishna's unconditional love for us
6:02 – The mistake of the "earning model" of devotion
7:13 – 1974 Krishna-Balaram Temple crisis begins
7:52 – Devotees' false promises and Prabhupada's chastisement
8:05 – Prabhupada falls seriously ill with high fever
8:57 – News arrives of the UP Governor's visit
9:19 – The cement license problem
9:47 – Program arranged despite grave illness
10:19 – Rising to greet the Governor
11:27 – Prabhupada's half-hour talk on Krishna consciousness
11:50 – Dining with the Governor as if perfectly well
12:22 – Collapse the moment the Governor departs
13:00 – Contrast: confiding in Abhiram about his wife
13:40 – "I regret deeply" — confession of harshness
14:44 – The idea of a family pension from book royalties
15:37 – Consulting Tamal Krishna Maharaj
16:43 – Establishing the monthly pension
17:10 – The four defects of the conditioned soul
17:33 – Purity does not erase humanity
18:08 – The danger of putting Prabhupada on a pedestal
19:22 – Krishna's childlike pastimes create affection
20:24 – His character should create hope, not despair
20:47 – Bhagavatam's definition of a pure devotee
21:41 – Purity means humanity belongs to Krishna
22:37 – Turning emotions into spiritual offerings
22:47 – Pastime: the orange juice and the angry outburst
24:29 – Apologizing to the servant afterward
25:03 – Acknowledging old age and short temper
26:33 – A pure devotee notices his own humanity
26:53 – The well-dressed man vs. the firefighter analogy
28:02 – Struggles make his heroism meaningful
28:42 – Comparison to Arjuna's despair before Krishna
29:22 – Prophetic words about his own literary flaws
30:22 – His heavy Bengali accent in early classes
31:26 – Students mishearing "Sanatana" and "Chaitanya"
32:15 – "He has come to shave and save"
32:35 – Personality is not an enemy of transcendence
33:12 – Pastime: the strict diet vs. Shantilal's spicy cooking
34:44 – "No taste means no life"
35:42 – Why this makes him endearing
36:08 – Pastime: Urvashi's guava jam
38:27 – Writing a thank-you letter to her mother
39:09 – New York, mango cravings, and Steve's search
41:07 – "Very good boy" — recognizing love
41:59 – Ten years later at ISKCON's anniversary
43:15 – Recalling the mango offering after a decade
43:56 – Pastime: Sureshvari and the cup of milk
46:15 – Pastime: rushing devotees to Lilawati's hospital bed
46:59 – Jayadvaita Swami on needing "grandmothers"
48:08 – 1977 Rishikesh health crisis
48:32 – The drive to Vrindavan amid fear
49:12 – Class on death and the eternal soul
50:24 – "Tamal, please encourage me"
50:35 – Tamal Krishna Maharaj's words of glorification
51:14 – Reflecting on why he asked for encouragement
51:36 – Early disappointment and checking the ship schedule
52:30 – "I can see you are not happy"
53:31 – "Do you know Krishna?" — met with silence
54:36 – Perseverance despite constant disappointment
55:03 – Compassion toward a guilty disciple's dream
55:37 – Authenticity: he was who he was
56:01 – Closing: coming to Krishna as we are
56:24 – "At your place, at your pace"
56:48 – The cow and calf analogy
57:11 – Closing kirtan

Hare Krishna ❤
Jai prabhu pad Jai Jai prabhu pad ❤❤

I really appreciate that here you are normalising how humans have their emotions, a few days back Sadhguru cried due to floods in Nepal and his devotees vanished in that and the entire Indian Comment section was asking him that being a saint how can he cry? And asking how he is not detached?

I request that when we teach our children about detachment, we should have a session to tell them that detachment is correct but we are humans and we will behave human.

@sadhguru

I wish who commented there they should watch this video once.

Very authentic and inspiring session 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉