Kirimaru Instagram 🐰
Instagram: kirimaruuu
So, for the first time, I filmed a video venting my frustrations to my boyfriend 🫣
Actually, I've had so many truly painful relationships up until now, and I've had so much trauma, so I've been constantly wondering if I deserve to be loved and if I deserve to be happy...
I should be really happy right now, but somewhere deep inside, I'm a little scared that this happiness won't last, like it'll end someday, or if I really deserve to be happy 🥲? I often find myself feeling so negative~🥲
I wonder why I become so negative when it comes to love (lol). Love is so difficult~ I also try my best to cherish him🫶🏻 Trust is so important, isn't it?
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Kirimaru Cosmetics Brand myroink🐏
This cosmetics brand, with its concept of "makeup that lets you discover a new you," features colors, styles, and packaging all produced by Kirimaru💄
Now on sale at LOFT and PLAZA stores nationwide✨
▼Click here for the myroink official website!
https://bit.ly/3C7giO8
Kirimaru Style Book: 3-Color Outfit Book🤲🏻
365 outfits, almost entirely made with my own clothes, are so inspiring!
This is my first fashion style book🌷
#1 on Amazon🏆
Selling out fast at bookstores nationwide!
▼Purchase the style book here!
http://www.amazon.co.jp/dp/4299015592
For fan mail and gifts, please send them to the address below 💌
Postal Code: 141-0022
2-5-2 Higashi-Gotanda, Shinagawa-ku, Tokyo
THE CASK GOTANDA 302
Attn: Kirimaru, affiliation with fooop
For business inquiries, please contact us here ↓
contact@fooop.jp
Kirimaru Instagram 🐰
Instagram: kirimaruuu
So, for the first time, I filmed a video venting my frustrations to my boyfriend 🫣
Actually, I've had so many truly painful relationships up until now, and I've had so much trauma, so I've been constantly wondering if I deserve to be loved and if I deserve to be happy...
I should be really happy right now, but somewhere deep inside, I'm a little scared that this happiness won't last, like it'll end someday, or if I really deserve to be happy 🥲? I often find myself feeling so negative~🥲
I wonder why I become so negative when it comes to love (lol). Love is so difficult~ I also try my best to cherish him🫶🏻 Trust is so important, isn't it?
------------------------------------------------
Kirimaru Cosmetics Brand myroink🐏
This cosmetics brand, with its concept of "makeup that lets you discover a new you," features colors, styles, and packaging all produced by Kirimaru💄
Now on sale at LOFT and PLAZA stores nationwide✨
▼Click here for the myroink official website!
https://bit.ly/3C7giO8
Kirimaru Style Book: 3-Color Outfit Book🤲🏻
365 outfits, almost entirely made with my own clothes, are so inspiring!
This is my first fashion style book🌷
#1 on Amazon🏆
Selling out fast at bookstores nationwide!
▼Purchase the style book here!
http://www.amazon.co.jp/dp/4299015592
For fan mail and gifts, please send them to the address below 💌
Postal Code: 141-0022
2-5-2 Higashi-Gotanda, Shinagawa-ku, Tokyo
THE CASK GOTANDA 302
Attn: Kirimaru, affiliation with fooop
For business inquiries, please contact us here ↓
contact@fooop.jp
ということで
初めて彼氏に不満を吐き出す動画を撮りました🫣
というよりも、今まで本当に傷つく恋愛が多かった分、トラウマが色々あってこんなわたしが恋愛で尽くされていいのか、幸せになっていいのかってそればっかり考えてしまって、、、
あと、今まで無意識な尽くし癖があった分、こうやって自分が尽くされたり大切にされたりするのが慣れなくて、いまだにソワソワしてしまいます(笑)何より 私が尽くされる立場になる日がくるなんて思ってもなかった、、、🥲
今の幸せは本当に嬉しいことなはずなのに、どっかでは幸せが続くのが少し怖い自分がいるというか、いつか終わってしまうんじゃないかとか、本当にわたしが幸せになっていいのかな🥲?なんてネガティヴになってしまうこともよくあるよ〜🥲
なんで恋愛になるとこんなネガティヴになってしまうんやろうか(笑)