Saying goodbye to my longtime partner.
Some parts may be difficult to hear, but this is my current reality.

🔽I started seeing a psychiatrist.
初めて心療内科を受診してきました。もうすぐ私の人生は詰む、と本気で思い込んでいた。
🔽Me at rock bottom.
【これがリアル】もうすぐ人生詰みそうな女がなんとか明日を生きようとしている話。

30s, single, contract employee, living alone.
Sometimes I try hard, sometimes I don't. I'm mostly at home.

After constantly struggling with the "normal" society expects of me, I finally came to the conclusion that I am not "normal."
I finally realized this after turning 35.
This video captures a woman like me talking and living alone.

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